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i love a boy named evan bernal. he will be in 9th grade next year- as will i. i cant stop thinking about him~ i really do love him. i thought he might have loved me in the beginning of the year~ but if he did he doesnt now. i love him!!!!! i want to tell him but i cant- if i do and he doesnt like me back....it will swcrew up our friendship. all his friends know i like him too.......i suck at keeping secrets.

i love a boy named evan bernal. he will be in 9th grade next year- as will i. i cant stop thinking a...

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i am a whole person as i am whatever good comes along is the icing but people from my past are not the cake! my love life is moving on to the not just the future but I love life now. being healthy is the most important thing. cuz having kids is not a guarantee of being loved in old age. I think I gave the men around this town plenty of chances and now I want to move on! i am not waiting around for things or men or friends. I have no control over finding the right man. I can only do certain things and so far the men I have met here have been awful. all the men I have met have been low grade and when I was at my best I met all the shit around. I knew the image of who I wanted to be but then I accepted others didn't share that or want that for me. and that doesn't mean I have to be around the losers and stupid men others have tried to through on me. I really do want to move from australia anyway and find someone with better values then most australians and someone who has diverse values that are not like all these old men who I find annoying or too young like unlucky llee/locked up lee where he belongs cuz I need someone better then him or old boring theodro, etc.

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you go work it out, you go play with your thumbs and you go work it all out for yourself as to why I haven't been allowed a husband and child and career by now. you go work it out for yourself and if you want to try to bother me see if you can come up with half the correct answer. cuz I bet you can't. you haven't had to go through playing a blood turning to ashes and dust and burning wood in veins feeling, having to drink 6liters of water in 1 hour counting every ounce and listing everything at the time and fear, or a game worse russian roulette with your brain arties and sinus veins going mad in the meninges from infection near death medications and auto-immune illness and server crippling at times pain and doctors being abusive. when you been through that then try to bother me and I will still only be interested in the hot young guys who might want to be fathers to a child with me over old men.

you go work it out, you go play with your thumbs and you go work it all out for yourself as to why I...

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