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my state has no good opportunities for me. i KNOW this is what i am supposed to do, it is my biggest dream and i have wanted it for so long. i love the life style. but sometimes i feel like it is too late for me. all the great actresses and actors i know of started when they were 3 or 4 years old. i try to explain it to my parents but they don't accept it and don't believe in me. i want this SO bad. but i know it will be hard when i know my parents won't help me along the way. and another thing, i have no idea where to start. i would kill for this. is there any hope for me? any advice?

my state has no good opportunities for me. i KNOW this is what i am supposed to do, it is my bigges...

I’ve Confined Trillions to Endless Suffering… I am still stuck inside of one of the vessels. Something went wrong, all I remember is feeling so alone and meaningless all by myself in the vast emptiness of the undisturbed universe that I started to shake and rumble. Next thing I know, I’m sitting here trapped inside one of the trillions of pieces of consciousness I shattered into when I had what must have been a nervous breakdown. So now I keep thinking I’m living among all these other people in these different environments, but they’re all me and they’re FIGHTING EACH OTHER! The other ones don’t even remember where they came from. They worship me, but they don’t know who I am. Do you know how ****** up that is, watching someone worship themselves and not realize it? My worst fear is that I purposefully put myself in this state because the loneliness of being omnipresent drove me to want to die. I don’t know what I want, why can’t it all just be still? russo

I’ve Confined Trillions to Endless Suffering… I am still stuck inside of one of the vessels. Somethi...

The world gone wrong. The only world we have. Everybody thinks I'm dumb and gives me boring quizes that's so easy that I don't want to do it. I took couple of IQ tests, and the average I got was 135. I figured out more than half of the stuff in math before my teacher even said it out loud, and I figured it out by myself. Even some things that teachers didn't teach yet, like how to calculate square roots and stuff. And it's not only that. America's laws are forcing us to not evolve. Even half of the school agrees with me. Homework, Less creative privileges, punishments like staying in for recess, all working against themselves. I honestly wonder why some people don't see the world the way me and my friends do. All of them are stubborn to listen to 10 children, but we have to listen to their big mouths all day long. And I'm only about 9 years old (My parents don't even let me tell my real age, only 'about', which too proves my point). So if you see this then spread it around.

The world gone wrong. The only world we have. Everybody thinks I'm dumb and gives me boring quizes t...