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Two years ago my best friend moved to Canada. My best friend moved away to college. And I'm so lonely these days. I have a boyfriend, who is very close to me, but it's so hard not to smother him.Few months after she felt i hooked up with her older sisters boyfriend. Their 7 year relationship was on the rocks and nearly over. I don't have anyone to talk to, go places with or anything... It's so horrible. And he has friends that still live here that he goes out and does stuff with... and I have no one.I really fell for this boy. and it seemed as though he liked me but he never wanted to date me. still for two years we continued to hook up. I'm so lonely.... as I have pretty much been my entire life I always felt guilty about not telling my best friend. I don't like keeping things from her. but i know if i tell her i will lose her forever. I can never let that happen. i don't know what to do to stop feeling guilty. i feel like a horrible best friend. I know i should stop seeing this boy but i like him so much its so hard to do. ANy advice or anything that could help? But now it's only worse. I hate my life. Sometimes I just want to have fantasies of having someone else.

Two years ago my best friend moved to Canada. My best friend moved away to college. And I'm so lonel...

My Sister Has Changed My mom has gone to rehab almost a couple months ago. I already lived with grandma, so my mom didn't have to worry about finding someone to watch me (she's single). But she couldn't find someone to watch my sister, so she asked her ex's mom if my sister could stay at their house. Let's say that wasn't a smart idea. My mom's ex abused me and my sister when I was a toddler and she a baby. His mom didn't find anything wrong with his disciplining. A couple days ago, my sister called me and I didn't pick up. So yesterday I called her back. The conversation started fine, then she started saying a bunch of mean crap about our grandma. I could tell my mom's ex's mom was saying a bunch of crap to my sister about my grandma because my grandma was the one who turned my mom's ex in and so his mom hates my grandma. Not only has my sister been rude on the phone, but when my mom calls her to check up on her, all she says is things she wants when my mom gets back. And I told my sister that it's gonna take awhile for mom to get better and she doesn't need a lot of stress. I said this when my sister said she wanted me back home when mom gets out of rehab (I have lived with my grandma for awhile). Then when my mom calls my sister she says that I've been saying bad things about my mom. I got all this stress yesterday and I wanted to slap my sister. She said really hurtful things. And it's all because of that woman she's staying with. I have never felt so mad, upset, and disgusted in my life. Can someone give me advice on what I should do?

My Sister Has Changed My mom has gone to rehab almost a couple months ago. I already lived with gran...

Oh gosh. It has happened. I am just glad that it didn’t turned out for worse. But I still pinch myself now and then just to check if I am ok. Not in a million years I did think I would pull this off (and even get away with it), but it has happened and I am still ok. Thank god…. I have been living with my Uncle for the last 6 months. They don’t have kids so they have sort of adopted me. From day one aunty has been a bitch, remarking that she was not sort approval for my moving in. Because of this I have had a lot of difficulty settling in, but I have always made sure to help around the house. Luckily I am a good cook so whenever I get home from school I cook dinner. I know this gives aunty great relief because for one, she hates cooking, and secondly, she is so dog-tired from work everyday and I have allowed her a lot of rest time with my kitchen help. So when she started warming up to me, I was not surprise. But I was still uncomfortable because even being the bitch she is, with my fucked up mind, I always try and imagine what she is like in bed. In panic, I would wank myself any chance I get so as to keep my horniness level down, but even that didn’t seem to help. So when aunty started helping me with the cooking, I had to keep going to my room to readjust my ragging dick. Then it got worse, she would stand so close to me that our arm would touch. Then it was her bouncy breast. Thinking it was accidental, I would move to make room. Few moments later she will be right next to me again with her body pressed to my arm. Then last Friday was the turning point. I was cooking chicken curry on the stove while aunty was baking a shepherd pie in the oven. Uncle was down at the local pub as his usual Friday habit and wasn’t going to be home till very late. While I was stirring the curry, without warning, aunty ducked in infront of me and opened the oven door to check on the pie. Her round ass bumped my hard on with an impact that almost got me tripping backwards. Then she proceed to ask me how much longer should the pie take, all the while her ass crack rudely resting on my hardon, with enough pressure that I could feel the front of my shorts getting saturated from her moist spot. God, there was only one way to find out now! I rested my left hand on her ass cheeks. She kept on talking without moving away. I then rang one finger down her ass crack to her fanny. She gasped, but remained in position. I knew then that all along I wasn’t the only horny freak in the house….

Oh gosh. It has happened. I am just glad that it didn’t turned out for worse. But I still pinch myse...