I wasted my fucking life taking care of my retarded brother. I loved him, but because of him I never had a real relationship with a woman or had a family of my own. The worst part was my father lied to me that when he died I would inherit money to take care of my brother. When he died I discovered he had gambled all the money away. After 40 years of struggling to pay bills and take care of him my brother is dead. I'm 75, I have nothing to show for my life, no money, no family, no friends. I can't wait to die so I will be out if this misery.

I wasted my fucking life taking care of my retarded brother. I loved him, but because of him I never had a real relationship with a woman or had a family of my own. The worst part was my father lied to me that when he died I would inherit money to take care of my brother. When he died I discovered he had gambled all the money away. After 40 years of struggling to pay bills and take care of him my brother is dead. I'm 75, I have nothing to show for my life, no money, no family, no friends. I can't wait to die so I will be out if this misery.

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