I lie all the time. About everything. I create

I lie all the time. About everything. I create and then live my lies. They save me and kill me simultaneously. I cannot go a day without lieing in some way or another. It is not just an addiction or habit, rather, it is a vicious cycle that has become my life. I have no idea what I can do to change this horrifying fact of life. I fear one day they will all catch up to me and I will be helpless to save myself, because all I know how to do is lie.
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