i lied to my mum that i didn't skip my

I bullshitted my way through an entire EMT-Basic Course, didn't pick up a book once. Somehow I ended up with an 88% in the entire class, getting a 94% on my final. Today I take my NREMT exam and I am beyond nervous. What if I pass and I get a job somewhere? I don't know anything. I faked it all (except the hands on). I didn't cheat...I just didn't study and guessed...a lot. I shouldn't be doing this but my son and husband depend on me.

I bullshitted my way through an entire EMT-Basic Course, didn't pick up a book once. Somehow I ended...

I am a pathological liar. I can't stop myself. I'm extremely lonely, and extremely tired. It's very hard to keep up the facade of myself that I've built up over the years. I do it for sympathy. So someone will actually care about me. I've created two different worlds and I'm trying desperately to keep them from colliding. It's very hard, this situation I've put myself in. I want someone to love. But I'm afraid that if she gets too close, my facade will fall. And she certainly won't like who she sees underneath...

I am a pathological liar. I can't stop myself. I'm extremely lonely, and extremely tired. It's very ...

ive always been there for you for three years. i always thought that we were best friends. i love you with all my heart and i thought you loved me back, but the truth is that im the only one who cares all you need me for was some one who you could vent to, and take out your anger on and turn you back to and treat like shit. but the truth is i really dont care about all of that i just love you and wish that you would actually care about me. ill always be there for you no matter what. i like you forever and love you for always.

ive always been there for you for three years. i always thought that we were best friends. i love yo...