So Sorry!

Well me and these two girls were really close in term one and two of year 7 and everything started to go wrong. Beginning of term three of year 8 they started to talk behind my back and backstabb me. We started to have a lot of fights and then we would apologize to each other again but i knew they didnt actually mean "sorry". All things went wrong.. i got called out of class in period three to the deputy principal. There i was sitting in her office talking about a guy named Tommy. He was in year 11 going out with one of my other best friends, Han. "do you know something i dont know?" the deputy asked me in those exact words. i was trying to hide the fact that he was going out with han... he was a volleyball player and together they were an item.. so i just said other things... i had no idea what was going on. A week before two of my best friends boyfriends came to our school. They wanted to see the girls. So i was sitting in the office blabbing on about the guys coming to our school instead of the Tommy thing. So i was saying the wrong things and so i got my friends into trouble. I was saying about the best friend's boyfriends visiting the school. They soon got called out of next period and they started to cry soo bad.. i saw them and tried to act innocent and didnt know anything. They were crying so bad.. all the guys were there and feeling soo sorry for them... They were suspended for 2 days.Then one of my friends said that they were the third person in that chair.. and they knew i was in there... BUSTED!! i started to apologize sooo bad... They were angry at me for days... i think for about a week... Then they forgave me but they said they couldnt trust me anymore and that their parents dont want me to come over ever again! Now were just friends.. we dont hang out anymore but we still talk to eachother and deep down i know they still havent forgave me... Also their boyfriends got suspended too! GOSH!!! I FELT SO BAD EVER SINCE...    
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