Vermillion Pt 2

she seemed dressed in all of me stretched across my shame all the torment and the pain leaked through and covered me id do anything to have her to myself just to have her for myself now i dont know what to do i dont know what to do when she makes me sad she is everything to me the unrequited dream the song that no one sings the unattainable she's a myth that i have to beleive in all i need to make it real is one more reason i dont know what to do i dont know what to do when she makes me sad but i wont let this build this inside me i wont let this build up inside me a catch in my throat choke torn into pieces i wont no i dont want to be this but i wont let this build up inside me i wont let this build up inside me she isnt real i cant make her real she isnt real i cant make her real