I'm so fed up with the whole concept of "love". I've been alone for so long. Part of me can't imagine someone getting that close to me, and part of me can't stand being alone! But it seems that every time I say "Ok, I'll tear down these walls, and let so-and-so know how I feel", I get crushed. And then I get someone who is interested in me that I have absolutely not one tiny bit of interest in. So, I guess I'm destined to be alone! Yes, I have friends. Lots of them. But it's not the same. I still go to sleep alone at night, and wake up alone in the morning.