is an addiction to learning that bad? I know I could be out sexting or shopping - already had enough of those addictions, I rarely nightclub and I don't drink and I need to keep busy so I don't think about the sad things in my life. i mean those things plague me at 2 am or 4am when I wake and feel like "AM I EVER GONNA GET A FREAKING JOB WITH BENEFITS? WILL I EVER FIND A MARRIAGE OR HAVE A KID OR FEEL PART OF SOMETHING BIGGER THEN THIS DULLDRUMS?" Then I role over back to catnap and think of all the work for the day ahead rather then what I can't face. I wish I could be the type to night club alone. I did it 2 times and met some friends but no guys, which is what your there for.
is an addiction to learning that bad? I know I could be out sexting or shopping - already had enough of those addictions, I rarely nightclub and I don't drink and I need to keep busy so I don't think about the sad things in my life. i mean those things plague me at 2 am or 4am when I wake and feel like "AM I EVER GONNA GET A FREAKING JOB WITH BENEFITS? WILL I EVER FIND A MARRIAGE OR HAVE A KID OR FEEL PART OF SOMETHING BIGGER THEN THIS DULLDRUMS?" Then I role over back to catnap and think of all the work for the day ahead rather then what I can't face. I wish I could be the type to night club alone. I did it 2 times and met some friends but no guys, which is what your there for.