Love So Close Yet Feels 2 Dimensions Apart.

We have been friends forever now.. and had boyfriends in between too. Yet I always know you have feelings for me. Don't you know I feel the same too? Why is it still taking you 5 years and maybe many more to come? Why are you not man enough to tell me... For once I wish I could hear you say... "Will you go out with me, for real? Will you take the responsibility of loving a wombat like me?" Or if saying is difficult, then perhaps give me something with just a note. I won't take the first step. It is your choice to make and take. You could be the one taking my hand at the aisle, you know. But if not then you will be attending it - and perhaps you will know what is the sound of a heartbreak then.. when putting a smile on your is the hardest thing to do :) So catch me while I am still right in front of you. I am your chance. Take the lead.