So Confused!
I am going back to the college I went to last semester for a visit.  The only reason my boyfriend from there and I broke up was because I moved.  We still wanted to be with each other.  I miss him so much.  We have been talking a lot and plan on a lot of kanoodling when I come to visit.  Here's the thing, another ex and I have been talking and I'm planning a lot of kanoodling with him when I come home from college in three weeks.  I no longer want to do anything with him when I get home.  He has gotten overweight and scares me with some of things he says.  I feel like he is expecting us to get back together.  I am only 18 and I just want to have fun.  Being in a committed relationship doesn't appeal to me right now (at least not with a guy).  Am I forgiveable?