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I took 3 hits of acid, got out of my head, and hit on, homosexually, my ex-best friend who was also on acid and my (ex)-roomate. I feel extremely shitty, and I don't even think I'm gay.
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10 years ago when I was a 12 year old boy, I spent the summer at camp. My parents were very religious and never told me about sex. I also never had seen them touch or kiss each other. I was small for my age and very feminine looking, and at camp my hair was now almost to my shoulders. I was having a lot of trouble and being bullied by my bunk mates, so I was moved to Tom's camp counselor's cabin at the end of the lake which was out of sight of the camp for a while. We were away from everyone, and he was very nice to me. But on the third night he said let's go swimming. We went to the lake and he stripped naked, his body was so strong. I was in a bathing suit but soon I was cold so we came out and laid on the dock. I could see his great naked body in the dim light. I was shivering a bit from the cold water but also from wanting to touch him. He looked at me and said your cold, let me hold you. Then he pulled to him. I was like a little doll in his strong arms. He stroked my head and I felt his cock getting hard. Then he pulled my bathing suit off and we were naked. Your so beautiful he said, I was confused but felt so safe with him. He got up then carried back to our cabin. The rapped my arms around his neck and placed my head on his shoulder, like a girl would. He laid me on his bed, I looked at him, and he knelt down and touched my belly. Again he said your are so beautiful, and his mouth went to my small cock. My body reacted on instinct, my back arched pushing cock upwards, he sucked for a while and I was hard. Then his mouth moved to my ass. He licked around my hole then he inserted his tongue, and fucked my virgin ass. Back an forth he went I was squirming in pleasure after an hour, I suddenly felt light headed and my cock felt like it would explode, it then blacked out as I had my first orgasm. I came to Tom was in bed with me holding me What happened? I asked confused by everything. You came and I swallowed your cum. It tasted so good. I said didn't understand. Tom then explained when a man cock get hard and it is played with for a while it shoots our cum. If it happen when it in a girl she can make a baby. I was quiet for a while. I asked but your a man, why did you put it in your mouth. He looked at me and kissed me. I liked it and kissed back. He then said, sometimes I like being with a man, and you are so beautiful, I just wanted to do that to you. I looked at him, and said am I beautiful like a girl? He said yes. I pulled him to me, kissing him. For the first time in my life, I felt normal, being touch that way. And wanting to touch him too. I pulled back, I was so scared, I was crying, but said I want to be a girl for you please reach me. His cock was long and hard. He said relax and do what I tell you. He guided my head to his cock and had me luck it, soon I it was in my mouth. He had fantastic control but after 15 minutes he said I'm going to cum. He pulled out of my mouth and I saw him cum on his belly. I was amazed, as I had never seen cum or a cock Cummings. He then strikede my long hair, now lick my dick so you know how cum tastes. I hesitate, but he guided my mouth to his still hard dick. I closed my eyes and lick, and found I liked it. It seemed so natural to have cum in my mouth. I licked all, then he said now off my stomach, with I did. We then held each other and fell asleep. The rest of the summer was wonderful. No one bothered me, and every night I learned more about love making. I late July, Tom started dressing me in girls clothes at night, I again felt so natural to be a girl. Finally o In early August on a rainy night, Tom took my anal virginity. It hurt, but I soon wanted it constantly. We became reckless and addicted to each othet, and would sneak off during the and have anal sex in the woods. A week before camp ended I was crying as soon I would be away from Tom. He kissed me and said he had a surprise, he was hired as a teacher in my school and we could still be together. I hugged and kissed him and we made love all night. I loved being his girlfriend. Ten years later we are still together, no one ever discovered us. I moved in with him after I graduated high school. At that time I started living full time as a girl. I started hormone treatment and now have wonderful natural and sex boobs. Tom and I got married. My family disowned me. But we live each other so much. I not sure if I will have the transexual surgery or not. I want to be a total woman for Tom, but he said I already was. Deep down I know I was always a girl. Tom was my shini Knight that rescued me for life as a boy. Pk

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