i collect a lot of insects, it's not a hobby, because

i collect a lot of insects, it's not a hobby, because i use them to make my fellow co-worker uncomfortable i collect roached, spiders, those giant ones, worms, lice, moth, scorpions, and i have a couple of snakes too, they are harmless, but they are scary! I use to put them on my co-workers office's drawers, and see their reactions i like to see the shit comes out of them when they start screaming with fear Of course they don't know who is doing this to them, because I put some of those creepy insects in my drawer's too, just to give them the impression that I'm too is a victim :)
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