to my ex "E" To "Her" It has been 5 years since we last spoke. You came into my life after a messy divorce and I was so low that suicide even escaped me. I came into your life after your issues with your ex. You claimed I made you happy. You made me happy. When you moved to your new city, you flew me to see you and I did it again several more times. Then you accused me of cheating. I was so loyal to you. You claimed I left you broke. I wired you $2,000 then empited my account again for your furniture. Then you lost your job and blamed me. How was I responsible for your company to close? I dide everything possible to help you. Then you lost your friend in a car wreck. I was 1,000 miles away and it was my fault? How so? Then you said the lines that killed me: "I loved him more than I could have ever loved you. If you were here coming to see me, you'd be dead and i'd be fine with that." Who says that? I was so unhinged I said in the heat of the moment that I regret and have since. My ex wife never said what you said to me and I know no man told you the negative stuff I told you. We never spoke since. But I've missed you. You are the most beautiful woman I ever know. You could liven up a room by showing up. You are strong, stronger than you let yourself be in 2009. I hope my negative comments pushed you to be stronger. If I brought you down more, then my God caste my soul aside to never be forgiven. I did move on. It took 4 years but a woman gambled on me. But she found out how much you meant to me by accessing my emails and reading my draft email begging for forgiveness. She saw 'our' pictures in Chicago. She said 'She is gorgeous and full of life.' She asked me if I would give anything to make things right with you and I said 'yes.' We now have a daughter. My new wife said "do things right for this 'E', (you), me, and our families how good you really are in life." My new wife loved your name that she named our daughter after you against my wishes but says that you, 'E' are "the woman who picked me up at my worst and as such you are an angel and a godsend. It would only be appropriate to name our baby after you." And yes I do apologize sincerely for those words I said to you. Too bad you refuse to speak to me but I accept your silence. I wish you could meet the baby named after you. She is beautiful. Just like her namesake.

to my ex "E" To "Her" It has been 5 years since we last spoke. You came into my life after a messy divorce and I was so low that suicide even escaped me. I came into your life after your issues with your ex. You claimed I made you happy. You made me happy. When you moved to your new city, you flew me to see you and I did it again several more times. Then you accused me of cheating. I was so loyal to you. You claimed I left you broke. I wired you $2,000 then empited my account again for your furniture. Then you lost your job and blamed me. How was I responsible for your company to close? I dide everything possible to help you. Then you lost your friend in a car wreck. I was 1,000 miles away and it was my fault? How so? Then you said the lines that killed me: "I loved him more than I could have ever loved you. If you were here coming to see me, you'd be dead and i'd be fine with that." Who says that? I was so unhinged I said in the heat of the moment that I regret and have since. My ex wife never said what you said to me and I know no man told you the negative stuff I told you. We never spoke since. But I've missed you. You are the most beautiful woman I ever know. You could liven up a room by showing up. You are strong, stronger than you let yourself be in 2009. I hope my negative comments pushed you to be stronger. If I brought you down more, then my God caste my soul aside to never be forgiven. I did move on. It took 4 years but a woman gambled on me. But she found out how much you meant to me by accessing my emails and reading my draft email begging for forgiveness. She saw 'our' pictures in Chicago. She said 'She is gorgeous and full of life.' She asked me if I would give anything to make things right with you and I said 'yes.' We now have a daughter. My new wife said "do things right for this 'E', (you), me, and our families how good you really are in life." My new wife loved your name that she named our daughter after you against my wishes but says that you, 'E' are "the woman who picked me up at my worst and as such you are an angel and a godsend. It would only be appropriate to name our baby after you." And yes I do apologize sincerely for those words I said to you. Too bad you refuse to speak to me but I accept your silence. I wish you could meet the baby named after you. She is beautiful. Just like her namesake.
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I have wanked over my mum a lot since I was about 12, seemingly a lot more lately. I even as a kid was atracted to her boobs, and used to spy on her from about 11. I have recently been finding myself jerking off a lot more to her, and wanting to try something. I am 30, she is 66. My dad/her husband passed 12 years ago, and she hasnt had anyone since. She has never been sexual (at least not openly), which is the biggest barrier, but I got to think that she masturbates SOMETIMES, right?? She is all into spiritual stuff, but I know (well hope) she has a mean streak behind it all once her juices get going and her horniness takes over. I gotta think that after all these years, she misses cock, and what better way, at her age, than to casually suck and fuck her youngest son, whom she lived with until about a year ago. We have always been close, but never done anything. As I said, just been spying, sniffing, jerking off to and cumming on her panties, cumming over family photos, and a few days ago I sent her an "accidental" email from a made up gmail account to a fake persons wife, with pics of my cock attached. I know how to get into her gmail, so I could see when she read it, but when I checked next day, she deleted it, and it said it hadnt been read, so I am annoyed about that! :( I wish I could fuck her, even get a blowjob from her, heck even record her having a shower, getting changed and/or rubbing her hairy pussy to orgasm (always wondered if she could squirt!), and also curious, as she is sensible, if after us 4 kids, to be safe her and dad just did anal or he came on her face, and I picture her sucking his cock and him ramming the back of her head down to make her gag and choke on his cock. He had a big one too, I accidentally saw it a few times, I take from him. It was about 8 inches, but really fat, and uncut, like mine. Man I wish I could hypnotize her even just to be able to get every piece of her hot body and call her mommy as I do it, and cum all over her pretty old face.

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i used to perve on and fool around with my sister and my neighbour when they were 8/9-12 (my sister till today), cos my neighbour was a year younger than my sister and they would go to each others houses often, and i got to babysit a few times, cos her older brother was always with friends, and her mum and dad went out a lot, and my dad was always working, and mum was always baking lol, and my 2 older brothers where at school or with friends, but I was a loner, and never really went out, so i was "stuck" with babysitting my sis and/or just my neighbour. some background, i had just started jerking off, i had just turned 12, and it was summer holidays (over christmas here in australia), and my second oldest brother was 14 (my oldest was 17, and my sister was 9) with it being school holidays, and no school, both my sisters and my parents and klaire's parents had to keep us all entertained and stuff. well, klaire was French, and horny as fuck for 8, going on 9! NO joke! I won't lie, straight up, I never got to fuck her properly, but we had so much kinky teasing stuff. neither of us knew a hell of a lot about sex then (remember i am 30 now, so was like late 90s, not like now!), but for her age, she was well advanced, She would grind her pussy and ass on me in her tiny tight shorts she wore, which would have any man sneak a glimpse. on that note, so funny and hot to see older guys sneak a peek, especially after she has walked past, its dynamite, how they try to hide it :) Anyway, I babysat them so much that summer, that we started actually hanging out at other times, me, my sister and Klaire. Oh, btw, my sister's name is Marita, for future reference. Sometimes it would just be me and Marita, and we would fool around a bit and show each other, but we only did anal once, and no pussy stuff lol, tried once, wasnt fun. But since then (no pun intended lol) I have always been into anal :P So, there were a few great moments, I will start with the first couple, which happened early on, and go from there. Well, I would always perve on them in the bath, and in my sister's room and in the backyard, that is a given. I would steal my dads binoculars when needed when they were in Klaire's pool, and peek over the fence in ther bushes I had the pefect spot! Mum was always busy, so never got caught :) Even put a chair there to stand on lol. As I said earlier, I had just recently started to cum. I had rubbed my cock in many different wayrs and dry cummed a lot up till then (again, request welcome on that or any of my gay experiences between 6-12). The first way I kept for a while, the one that first made me cum, I think it was over some family photos of Klaire I stole from her house once at 8, she had some pretty slutty looking ones, it was fucking epic, I never knew the goldmine I was on, and years later, on regret, threw all the panties and pics of her I had stolen over the 2-3 years, THAT is one of my big regrets! :( Anyway, going off course again! So The first time I came, the style was me sort of putting the palm of my hand on the head of my cock, and "whirling it around" lol, if you can imagine that, strange I know, but it made me cum for a while. I only picked up the normal way when I was about 13 and me and my best mate used to wank in the same room, but not each other. Another way I tried for a while was "the whirl", where I would put my thumb inside my foreskin and whirl it around until I came, but fuck it made me cum VERY fast. It was good though, until I found the proper method! The orgasm is intense in it, but almost bad after lol, cos ur drained, it almost makes u go dizzy. Anyhoo, now that I was well into cumming over Klaire, and my cock was growing, and getting really fat, and I was thinking about Klaire and Marita a lot more now, as usual, I watched them in the bath. The way I did this, was there were 2 windows up near the sink right? on the left hand side of the bathroom. they were about head height, and were always a little bit open to keep the bathroom from fogging up (woop!) lol. So to "cover it up", my mum put a blue cloth over the gap, which actually worked to my favour, because I could sticky tape the cloth back a bit to leave a crack open to peek through. Worked a charm! But this time, I was trying to readjust it (wind mustve got it), so I could see in better, and did it too fast, and they saw me, and Marita yelled out "MARIUS!!!" and I ran to my room, and locked the door, my heart racing, and got on my bed and turned on the tv and pretended I was there all the time, and I heard her talking to my mum, and I was scared shitless. But for some reason I still don't know, nothing happened, to this day nothing has been said. So whatever my mum said, thank you mum! Anyway, later on that night they were watching tv in the lounge, and I decided (well I couldnt wait any longer) that I would come out and go take a piss and get a drink, and hope they say nothing, and low and behold, they acted all cool, and asked me if I wanted to watch Happy Gilmore with them. I was like wtf?! Is this the twilight zone? No it wasnt! I was so taken aback, I said "Yeh, cool, Ill just go and get changed and turn my tv off and grab a pillow" and Klaire said "bring them all" and Marita said "Yeh, we are gonna make a pillow fort with all our pillows and teddies, Klaire is going to her house to get more and get changed too." Awww I thought as Klaire was wearing just a tshirt and panties lol, Oh well! So I went to my room, tried to tuck my boner in as much as possible, grabbed my pillows, put on my basketball singlet and boxers, and came out with my doona. I was covering my cock the whole way with my doona until I lay down lol, it would not go down!! Well as usual, the channel was running late, so me and Marita were just talking and eating some snacks, waiting for Klaire, and waiting for 60 minutes to end (I can remember it like it was yesterday lol), and she got up to get some more startburst and chips from her room, and I watched her get up (oh yeh, she was under her doona the whole time) and OMFG, my sister was wearing the shortest shorts. I was like FUCK! They were like not too tight, loose so u could see her pussy bone and tiny hairs when she got up, and her ass looked so good. It was plump, and like just ripe. Seriously her 10-12, that ass was perfect. I still masturbate over her recent pics. Anyway, I decided to try and be a man and stole some premixes from my dads bar fridge in his office, and poured 6 of them into an empty coke bottle and brought it into the lounge. Plan I am so glad I was smart enough to do till this day. I just wish I had access/knew about my dads stronger shit, and could have really dosed it up with rum or voddy! So, back at the tv, Marita is back, she moved to the right hand, where I was, so I said, in a joking voice "aww, you took my spot!" and she said "oh well, you have to earn it!" but before I could reply, starting to get a hard on again, Klaire came back with her stuff. I can't say I could complain though, she was wearing these cute barney the dinosaur silk tiny boxers, with light blue cotton panties under, and a purple kinda silk barney button up top. WOW! And she had tons of pillows too lol, and a bag with her, probably a change of clothes. 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She said the funniest thing, reminding me every time I think of it that she wasnt that knowledgeable about sex, she said - "No offence Marius, but you got a huge cock!" And 8 year old! NO FUCKING BULLSHIT, I SWEAR! ON MY DAD's GRAVE! That was it man, I almost blew it there and then, but at the time I was stupidly not experienced enough to know what to say or do. I sorta felt her ass around from the front, and held it as she grinded for a bit, I dont know how long, but it felt like minutes, just making jokes about the movie, trying to keep up an act, but I could see the look in her eyes, her head leaning back, her mouth hanging open, getting dry, licking her lips, contracting her pussy muscles. I still dont know if I made her cum, but I sure hope so :) All the time, my sister is there, oblivious to it all, watching the movie lol. End of chapter one, if you want chapter 2, please ask. I am writing this as I go, I just wrote this whole thing just now in one go, it just came out, I hope you all like. I cant wait to tell more. As a preview, it involves me butt-fucking my sister, Marita when she was 11, trying (and failing) with Klaire when she was 10, fingereing my sister from 9-14, and Klaire 8-12, dry humping Marita from 8-14, Klaire from 8-12, licking Marita's pussy 9-14, licking Klaire's 8-12, both naked, both spied on in bath, upskirts, pool, asleep, cummed on (my favourite :) ) etc, probably more lol. Oh yeh, fooled on cam that I am a boy their age with fake pics and dick pics and getting them to do shit naked :) pussy, getting a handjob and footjob and blowjob from sister and if people like, i can do more of other people i know who i have jacked off over, got with, perved on etc.

i used to perve on and fool around with my sister and my neighbour when they were 8/9-12 (my sister ...