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I'm trying... Why can't anyone get that? Why can't my whole family just realize that I'm trying... I"m sorry I lost my scholarship and my grant, okay? I'm sorry. I'm sorry I got a C in my math class. I'm sorry I let my scholarship and my grant slip away because I'm stupid and it's all my fault, okay? I know it's all my fault. I tried but I didn't try hard enough and I got a C and I'm sorry. I'm f****** sorry! What more can I do? What more can I say? No, I don't want to end up in debt like both my sisters. I know, they graduated college more than 10 years ago and they're still paying off their loans. I know that. I'm sorry and I know it's all my fault and I know we wouldn't be so tight on money if I wasn't accidentally made. I'm sorry I was even born. I'm sorry I made you all hate me. I'm a f****** failure and I know it. You don't have to shove it in my face and tell me that I wasn't trying hard enough. At least I was trying. At least I saved you a semester of money. But that's not good enough. I'm not good enough. I've failed... I've failed everyone. And now we all have to pay, literally... I'm sorry for being the biggest f*** up in the family. I'm sorry I even thought I had a chance to survive college. I'm sorry that I even thought I had a chance to survive. I'm just... I'm done. I don't know what else to do anymore. I've tried loans and I got denied. I've tried financial aid and I got denied. I've already settled on switching from my university to community college, but that still costs. We have no more money. And it's all because of me. It's all my fault and I'm sorry.. I'm sorry I've failed all of you.. I'm sorry for being a failure..

I'm trying... Why can't anyone get that? Why can't my whole family just realize that I'm trying... ...

So I work 2 jobs. The second job I've had for about 6 months. I normally have to work from 6 am till about 11 pm on Friday and Saturdays. Well, 2 weeks ago I actually had the night off on Saturday. I text her around 5pm that I was headed home. She asked why I wasn't working. I told her I had the night off of my second job. She didn't sound enthused. I suggested dinner and a movie at home and we could actually have s**. It's been 2 months since we have had s**. That's when she hit me with it. She said, "I didn't want to tell you like this but there is a reason why we haven't had s** as often." I said, "Oh Lord, here we go." She said, "It isn't another guy." I said, "Then what?" She said, "Mary (one of her best friends) and I have been having s** since you started your second job." I actually wasnt mad. I said, "Oh yeah? How often?" She said, "About 4 times a week." I said, "Wow. I thought you weren't into women." She said, "I said that so you wouldnt worry. Mary and I have been having s** for over a year now." I said, "Are you in love with her?" She said, "Of course I am. She is my best friend." I said, "Not what I meant." She said, "We are girlfriends. All of my friends know."

So I work 2 jobs. The second job I've had for about 6 months. I normally have to work from 6 am till...

My neighbour, Paul, popped in last week. He's in his late 40s and lives with his mother and being honest it wouldn't surprise me if he was still a virgin. We were sitting in our living room and the wife, Lynn, she's in her mid 50s but still has a damn good body, had nodded off on the sofa about an hour earlier. We were chatting quietly not wanting to disturb Lynn and I noticed Paul kept peeking a look at Lynn. I then realised why, Lynn was wearing one of her Summer dresses and with the position she was in she was showing plenty of thigh and it was s hot that day she didn't have any underwear on, nothing unusual for her on a hot day. It kind of turned me on that he was looking, seemed strange but good. I got up to make a drink for me and Paul and 'accidentally' brushed against Lynn which meant that the hem of her dress was further up her thigh and actually just showing the cheek of her ass. I went to the kitchen, made the drinks and came back in. Lynn had moved a little in her sleep and Paul was now staring at her rather than just sneaking a look. I gave him a knowing smile. Lynn's dress which had a button front and the first few lower buttons were undone and skirt was open and showing her inner thighs but you could see her pussy as her legs were together. I just said something like 'Are you enjoying ?' and he just nodded a yes, rather nervously might I say. I could see his trousers were bulging a little and I said 'Is she making you hard ?', he nodded nervously again. I thought to myself do I want him to look at my wife it didn't take much thought, hell yes. I nudged Lynn's leg very gently so as not to waken her and her legs opened a little to expose her pussy. The lips were not were only slightly open but you could see some pink flesh and just a touch of her clit. Paul was breathing heavy and I just motioned to him a masturbation sign. He went a little red and I just said very quietly 'Go on'. Her undid his trousers, pulled down the zip and pulled out his penis. Oh yes he was very hard but was only about 5 inches He started masturbating and even amazing myself my heart was pounding. Let's say it must have been 30 second and he was having an orgasm. Quite messy but he just put his penis back into his trousers unwiped. He only stayed for a few more minutes, maybe he was embarrassed, and left. I was so turned on with this I started to play with Lynn until she was awake and very aroused and being honest we had an amazing sex session. I haven't seen the neighbour since but I'm sure he will soon and not told Lynn what happened. I feel a bit shocked that I let it happen but don't feel guilty as it was an amazing turn on

My neighbour, Paul, popped in last week. He's in his late 40s and lives with his mother and being ho...