I have 4 children and I am married. My husband and I are not in the best of shape as far as this relationship is concerned. We have been married for almost 10 yrs and frankly I am starting to get a little fed up with him. I feel like I've failed at my marriage. I'm sitting here with a pain in my chest. My stomach feels like it's in knots. I don't even know what the truth is anymore. Can you fix something if you've given up? Can you truely forgive someone? I want to leave him.

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Nobody but an idiot gets married to someone four months after they know them. But i drove by her parents' house again tonight, as I've done many nights since we broke up, and i see "JUST MARRIED" on the back of her truck. So angry. But she is living in her parents' basement at age 27, she is a former hard-core lesbian/crackhead who found Jesus and reclaimed her so-called virginity, she has an anger management problem, she virtually never reads anything and therefore doesn't know anything, she drinks too goddamned much, she has maybe a size 30A bust size - it was like sleeping with someone with buttons on their sternum - but lovely, shapely ass, I must say. I loved holding her, i loved looking in her eyes, i loved that she loved me. I really loved this woman, she was like a little broken baby in my arms, I felt so attractive with her, I opened my heart to her. But I cannot be with anyone right now for a variety of reasons, long term, that is, and that's the way it is. She finally got angry with me - we'd been seeing each other a whole six weeks -and then she took off, and i let her. I missed her every day, and she texted me that she missed me, she missed me, she couldn't stop thinking about me. Now she has gone and gotten married. She is a fucking moron and I hope he fucking cheats on her, if it's even a he, it might be a she. She comes from a shit family of addicts and alcoholics g from the south, where the stupidest people in the USA live, too, and her brother died of a fucking methadone overdose 4 years ago. Loser.

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I love my husband but this has been a very bad year for our marriage. I feel like I'm the only one who's involved in this relationship. I get no help with the kids, no help with the housework and very little help with the bills. It feels like I have to make ALL the decisions in our lives that he has relinquished all responsibility and control to me and has become just another dependant. I am struggling with long term health issues in too of all this and am at the end of my rope. There are many days I want to just get in my car and drive away and never look back.

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im in a shitty relationship and i cant seem to get out of it ...it was great in the beginning and the sex was awsome but I was 12 then and now I am 60 thinking its time to let this dougebag go! right now its just crazy i dt want to have sex with him and when i do i fantasize im with other people men and women ,it just seem like thats the only way i can do it with him ..i dt get of so imasterbate with myself alot and i watch lesbian porn while i do it ..its not that my bf is bad in bed cus hes not hes awsome and his dick is huge its just not into it anymore..i think i want to be with a girl and not him ...i just feel like having a pussy in my mouth and i have even picked her out ..idk if i will ever leave or any thing. .but i wish i could figure it out or cheat ...i have cheated on alot of my ex bf

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