Unwanted Christmas Present - Last year I had a brief affair, which my wife found out about

Soon wouldn't be quick enough My husband should drop dead. He left me an insurance policy that will keep myself and our children OK. I also think he's having an affair, or wants to. I just called him to see what is up and he got mad at me. I have wanted him to have what he wants whether it be the car he wants, or other guy toys he covets, but I have told him I am not sharing him with another woman. I am so angry at him I wish he would die of a painful heart attack in that damn car he always wanted. This is sad for me to want this, I know. He hurt me so bad.

Soon wouldn't be quick enough My husband should drop dead. He left me an insurance policy that will...

Why did I have to go off and get married again? I was a happily divorced man with my life together and doing well. Ever since I got married again it has been constant whining, complaining and problems. Nobody can have that many problems and I can't fix them for somebody else anyway. They have to fix them. I'm so tired and exhausted I don't expect to live more than another 5 or 6 years at this rate. Women want equal rights everywhere, and then want to be catered to like a queen in addition to that. You can't have it both ways

Why did I have to go off and get married again? I was a happily divorced man with my life together ...

I knew that when I broke up with you I would miss you. I dont miss the drama and the complicated parts of our relationship, but its the sexual part that I knew I would miss. My new lady loves me and gives me everything but in the bedroom she is a ten while you are a 12. When i made you drinks you would transform into the hottest woman in the world. There was nothing I could not do to you. I experimented with every sex toy imaginable. Stretched your pussy to its limit. Whipped you while you loved it and asked for more. Just wanted to confess that on occasions, I miss your sexual surrender and even thank you for the memorable nights we enjoyed. Cuidate querida. Chao!

I knew that when I broke up with you I would miss you. I dont miss the drama and the complicated par...