What's wrong with me? I have a good family. I have a selective group of friends who are very nice and I can pretty much get along well. Im not a social butterfly but still, I can make friends. On my own, im quiet and studious. I 'function' better when left to my own devices. I do have a bit of a temper. I dress up well(not slutty), not a particularly stylish person but casual. I dislike clubbing and other places where there's a large and noisy crowd - so you could say im rather uptight but I guess Im one of those girls with a principle. =\ I hold myself in high regard it takes a lot for me to loosen up. So, here's my secret... I have never had a boyfriend. I have been feeling lonely lately and I would like to meet someone. I hope to get married and have kids one day. But things are not in favour, always been since high school. I never get the guys. It's not like I cant get along with them, its just that they're nice and all but I dont think they have ever considered me girlfriend material. =( It kills me inside to see girls my age dating and breaking up like changing their underwear. It got me thinking 'what's wrong with me?". So you guys...help me out here? No im not a teenager, im 21 years old and i go to an elite university. And dont give me BS on how young I am, most of you had gf/bf's anyway so its easy for you to say.

What's wrong with me? I have a good family. I have a selective group of friends who are very nice and I can pretty much get along well. Im not a social butterfly but still, I can make friends. On my own, im quiet and studious. I 'function' better when left to my own devices. I do have a bit of a temper. I dress up well(not slutty), not a particularly stylish person but casual. I dislike clubbing and other places where there's a large and noisy crowd - so you could say im rather uptight but I guess Im one of those girls with a principle. =\ I hold myself in high regard it takes a lot for me to loosen up. So, here's my secret... I have never had a boyfriend. I have been feeling lonely lately and I would like to meet someone. I hope to get married and have kids one day. But things are not in favour, always been since high school. I never get the guys. It's not like I cant get along with them, its just that they're nice and all but I dont think they have ever considered me girlfriend material. =( It kills me inside to see girls my age dating and breaking up like changing their underwear. It got me thinking 'what's wrong with me?". So you guys...help me out here? No im not a teenager, im 21 years old and i go to an elite university. And dont give me BS on how young I am, most of you had gf/bf's anyway so its easy for you to say.
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