I am a 49 M, father of 5. When my youngest, a girl, was 8, she used to crawl in bed with me when I was asleep and play with my penis. I woke up and caught her a couple of times, but I didn't want to make a big deal of it, so I just would roll over and act like I was asleep. She would lay on my back and finger herself to orgasm. This went on for a couple of years, happening about three times a month. One morning when she was 10, she came in before sunrise and crawled on top of me as usual, I felt her tiny hand wrap around my cock and she began to slowly hump her bald pussy against me. I was only semi conscious and felt like it was a dream. I reached down and grabbed her little butt, one hand on each cheek and began to rub her ass while I pushed my hard on against her. I heard her panting and begin to moan and I felt her body tense as she had a nice orgasm. Before I even thought about it, I rolled her off me, pulled off her panties and started licking her hot little vagina. She was shocked but spread her legs wide and let me continue. I licked her until she came again then I put my cock between her legs, and humped her, not actually penetrating her, just sliding between her legs against her bald pussy. I was still half asleep, but began to really pound it to her. I was doing it so hard it was knocking her breath out with each thrust. When I reached down and crabbed her ass again, I stuck my finger into her tight little asshole then I positioned my cock head right against her vagina hole and I came harder than I ever had in my life. After I calmed down, I rolled back over, pulled her on top of me, and massaged her back as I felt my cum dripping out of her still virgin pussy. We kissed like lovers and she fell asleep on me as I drifted off. Whenever she was horny, she would come sneak into my bad and ask me to lick her. We did the same routine every Saturday morning for the next three years. Then one day she got her period. She stopped wanting to do it, but one night I talked her into letting me lick her 13 yr old pussy for an hour. The next day she told her BFF and the BFF told the cops. I went to prison for 5 years and now she says she hates me and never wanted to do it at all. Now I am banned from her life and I am not even allowed to have a picture of her. She told my mother that she feels I abandoned her, but I am not allowed by law from even speaking to her. Its been 12 years, she is now 25. I miss her every day. I still love her like my child, but I must confess, I miss her as a lover even more. I want no one but her, so I stay alone, living my life like a robot going through the motions. I have been with other women, but its more like masturbation than making love. I dream her and I will some day meet and maybe make love, one last time before I die.

I am a 49 M, father of 5. When my youngest, a girl, was 8, she used to crawl in bed with me when I was asleep and play with my penis. I woke up and caught her a couple of times, but I didn't want to make a big deal of it, so I just would roll over and act like I was asleep. She would lay on my back and finger herself to orgasm. This went on for a couple of years, happening about three times a month. One morning when she was 10, she came in before sunrise and crawled on top of me as usual, I felt her tiny hand wrap around my cock and she began to slowly hump her bald pussy against me. I was only semi conscious and felt like it was a dream. I reached down and grabbed her little butt, one hand on each cheek and began to rub her ass while I pushed my hard on against her. I heard her panting and begin to moan and I felt her body tense as she had a nice orgasm. Before I even thought about it, I rolled her off me, pulled off her panties and started licking her hot little vagina. She was shocked but spread her legs wide and let me continue. I licked her until she came again then I put my cock between her legs, and humped her, not actually penetrating her, just sliding between her legs against her bald pussy. I was still half asleep, but began to really pound it to her. I was doing it so hard it was knocking her breath out with each thrust. When I reached down and crabbed her ass again, I stuck my finger into her tight little asshole then I positioned my cock head right against her vagina hole and I came harder than I ever had in my life. After I calmed down, I rolled back over, pulled her on top of me, and massaged her back as I felt my cum dripping out of her still virgin pussy. We kissed like lovers and she fell asleep on me as I drifted off. Whenever she was horny, she would come sneak into my bad and ask me to lick her. We did the same routine every Saturday morning for the next three years. Then one day she got her period. She stopped wanting to do it, but one night I talked her into letting me lick her 13 yr old pussy for an hour. The next day she told her BFF and the BFF told the cops. I went to prison for 5 years and now she says she hates me and never wanted to do it at all. Now I am banned from her life and I am not even allowed to have a picture of her. She told my mother that she feels I abandoned her, but I am not allowed by law from even speaking to her. Its been 12 years, she is now 25. I miss her every day. I still love her like my child, but I must confess, I miss her as a lover even more. I want no one but her, so I stay alone, living my life like a robot going through the motions. I have been with other women, but its more like masturbation than making love. I dream her and I will some day meet and maybe make love, one last time before I die.
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