nothing is allowed to go right in my life because he won lotto, the fact that I never got much out of it, just roof over my head, given to me with so much hate and anger and revenge, all the years in childhood we had about 12 moves in as many years forced to leave schools and unemployment to give whores whose husbands were working jobs, while we had nothing. and I am supposed to still have nothing. never been allowed a proper career or boyfriend or self recognition, always been bullied and put down and left out and pushed away. never wanted half the scums in my life. I am sick of being abused. I don't forgive! and I am not that loving. when I get what I want then I will be better. free of rick, russel, joyce, ken, and bullies.
nothing is allowed to go right in my life because he won lotto, the fact that I never got much out of it, just roof over my head, given to me with so much hate and anger and revenge, all the years in childhood we had about 12 moves in as many years forced to leave schools and unemployment to give whores whose husbands were working jobs, while we had nothing. and I am supposed to still have nothing. never been allowed a proper career or boyfriend or self recognition, always been bullied and put down and left out and pushed away. never wanted half the scums in my life. I am sick of being abused. I don't forgive! and I am not that loving. when I get what I want then I will be better. free of rick, russel, joyce, ken, and bullies.