no guy is gonna want me I am too old for that now, and its bs that confidence is attractive. people put up slogans of all kinds but you can't live by one alone. I am not on fire for jesus! sorry but as I am getting older and more and more abused I am losing my faith in god. god is not enough for me. sorry but I am just as worthy as all the other women and I am more worthy for the abuse I have been through. I am more worthy then these whores, but that is not even gonna be enough, it never was enough and it never will be enough. its like these churches I always felt you had to prove your faith in catholic or any church. well I have had my own church at home for the last 35 years and you don't believe it go shove it! but I don't have much faith in god anymore.