I am sick of being made to feel less of a person because I can't cope with qld tafe yet I passed most university subjects I did. I decided to drop out because of nervous breakdowns after assaults and all the child sexual abuse trauma memories and not one person stood by to support me, I did everything all alone like I do most times. no one has ever been there for me and why would it change, I have had small bits of employment here and there and can't hold down work or relationships of any kind and no one ever listens to my needs enough and I am sick of it. I need a better life. I was expecting a marriage and child just like my brother and sister and for some reason this dirty old town didn't want those things for me. they wanted me to be a sad lonely isolated shell of a person with nothing and no-one no income, no identity no friends no self respect - is this what this town is really about, its more then the tall poppies syndrome its a form of genocide. and I don't understand why the royals and media and medical people and famous people have been so abusive and rude and insulting when they are not much chop yourselves. I have no bedroom of my own, no kitchen oven or stove in our old house works, everyone has had cancer and illness and even when we had money we were bullied senseless and abused. my father and me are still very traumatised over what katy did to us and we don't understand at all. we don't understand why famous people abused us either like diana and other rich people. we just don't understand why we have been stopped from having good reliable full-time or part-time wages for the last 35 years why were blacklisted in work and socially for over 35 years, my parents and I don't understand why I have been not allowed to have a husband and children - yet everyone else in the faamily are so over indulged and spoilt like dirty over-sexed violent sexed animal relatives who ruined our lives on us. we don't understand how dad and myself why we were expect to give our best to be abused in return. it makes no sense. no of it makes any sense. we know one thing is for sure the royal family do not support or endorse any support or recognition of help to victims of child sexual abuse we know that ! all they do is bully you more. you will never see a royal back any child sexual abuse group ever and they are a very rude bunch of people, I don't know why diana was abusive towards me in 1978. she awlays needed someone to pick on and bully like most of these famous people who are selfish spoilt and psychotic insane people who murder, they kill for their kids they kill for work, they have dirtier secrets than you could imagine. we don't understand why we have been abused the way we have been. our hearts are damaged perminantly!
I am sick of being made to feel less of a person because I can't cope with qld tafe yet I passed most university subjects I did. I decided to drop out because of nervous breakdowns after assaults and all the child sexual abuse trauma memories and not one person stood by to support me, I did everything all alone like I do most times. no one has ever been there for me and why would it change, I have had small bits of employment here and there and can't hold down work or relationships of any kind and no one ever listens to my needs enough and I am sick of it. I need a better life. I was expecting a marriage and child just like my brother and sister and for some reason this dirty old town didn't want those things for me. they wanted me to be a sad lonely isolated shell of a person with nothing and no-one no income, no identity no friends no self respect - is this what this town is really about, its more then the tall poppies syndrome its a form of genocide. and I don't understand why the royals and media and medical people and famous people have been so abusive and rude and insulting when they are not much chop yourselves. I have no bedroom of my own, no kitchen oven or stove in our old house works, everyone has had cancer and illness and even when we had money we were bullied senseless and abused. my father and me are still very traumatised over what katy did to us and we don't understand at all. we don't understand why famous people abused us either like diana and other rich people. we just don't understand why we have been stopped from having good reliable full-time or part-time wages for the last 35 years why were blacklisted in work and socially for over 35 years, my parents and I don't understand why I have been not allowed to have a husband and children - yet everyone else in the faamily are so over indulged and spoilt like dirty over-sexed violent sexed animal relatives who ruined our lives on us. we don't understand how dad and myself why we were expect to give our best to be abused in return. it makes no sense. no of it makes any sense. we know one thing is for sure the royal family do not support or endorse any support or recognition of help to victims of child sexual abuse we know that ! all they do is bully you more. you will never see a royal back any child sexual abuse group ever and they are a very rude bunch of people, I don't know why diana was abusive towards me in 1978. she awlays needed someone to pick on and bully like most of these famous people who are selfish spoilt and psychotic insane people who murder, they kill for their kids they kill for work, they have dirtier secrets than you could imagine. we don't understand why we have been abused the way we have been. our hearts are damaged perminantly!