I have had a lot of sinus pain and headaches and back pain lately and peole wonder why I am grumpy and angry- all my life I have been living by the marshallow test and delaying my gratification to do and get things with study and personal issues like in relationships and to be honest I don't think any of it has helped me having self control over basic urges. but by the same token most of the men I have been around would turn most people off sex or work anyway.

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i don't want to share my things with others really unless i am paid for it and get something valuable back in return. I don't own a house or car and i could do with a house of my own and a career. Its too late for children and I really feel my health is too risky to bare children now. I get regular skin bleeding around the vagina area from the auto-immune disorder that i thought when i was 25 was hiv aids and herpes and syphilis or tb also of the ear and i was running round having blood tests all the time to check. its still a fear in me that ken who raped me gave me hiv aids. I never wanted a loser like him and I don't ever want to see him again and my mother and father have said they would murder him. it would ease my mind to know a lot of people who i hate who attacked me are dead like robodog and rick and ken and so i could just move on to a new life without them as part of it. they were never ment to be in my life book and i want a new chapter that is very choosi about who is welcome in my life and they are not welcome. there is a lot of people not welcome. and looking for honest respectful people they don't have to be rich. I am just sick of being forced to make do and told how to feel and expected to give when i don't want to anymore. i don't want to be nice to many people anymore. i am cynical and sarcastic now. I love being around people who make fun of the rich and uperty and fake asses out there and scammers. I done penance for being abused child now. putting up with brisbane and the people here is penance. i hate them.

i don't want to share my things with others really unless i am paid for it and get something valuabl...

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I am illegal immigrant here. I used fake document until high school. I lie to all my friend. Sometimes I run away from them. I am clever enough to go to university but I can’t since I don’t have proper documents. I want to have drving licence like everyone but I can’t. There is nothing I can do here. I don’t know why my parents want us to stay here. I want to go back to my own country but I can’t. I don’t have enough money. If anyone who rich enough can give me money, I will do anything. I hate my life…. I have anxiety because of this.

I am illegal immigrant here. I used fake document until high school. I lie to all my friend. Sometim...

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It's Over Yeah, I dropped your phone number out of my phone. I erased your e-mail from my account. I dropped you as a MySpace and Facebook friend. I have known you for over ten years. I am one that you came to cry to. I supported your silly schemes, and tried to make sure you didn't lose your ass when you did them. I was honest and caring. I was a friend. I have been married some years now. You have a way of saying the wrong thing in front of my wife. I never got in your pants, but wasn't overly interested in doing so either. Yoou know less than zero of my personal past, so I don't know why you say some of the things you do. You'll be yet another woman of 30 something at the Anime convention by yourself....you really need a life outside of Japanese 12 year old girl heros. Good luck

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