I am a person who will make out everything is fine and what angers me is people who do threatening things and verbal threats at me and stalking and gangs, then its like how could all these colleges get together to be abusive ? but I told police and govt about them all ages ago. I just don't want any abuse from neighbors this year at halloween. I can't live in fear all the time about people on the roof, kids wanting nude photos of me (I am fat old and boring! anyway and I just don't do nude photos and that is it!). I think my neighbours see me and us as a family as easy targets and they think its funny to upset us or hurt us emotionally not thinking about how much it effects my health mentally or physically. I can't take one more heart break. not even with things like my cat being sick. I just have to pray he will be ok over night til I get to the vet tomorrow. does my pride show when I cover up things face to face?