part of me longs for a greater love then this old guy who means well but is not right for me.

i have never known real love and safety and how it feels to be liked by everyone. I used to get food thrown at me by boys and they would think it was funny to throw a pickle sandwich so it would slop all over my face as a child of 5, and call me ugly with red hair and a lot of people and some goons actually stalked me with knives and in a car calling me a ugly slug germ and heaps of people thought is was funny when I was attacked and raped by a ugly fat biker married and creepy and the opposite of everything I wanted. they would tail gate me in cars and it was road rage a gang of young guys looking to attack me. and they were all revolting thugs.

i have never known real love and safety and how it feels to be liked by everyone. I used to get food...

rape and child sexual abuse by adults touching little childrens genitals are never justified. I wish I knew why valentino and bugsy did this curse evil satanic thing to me. I am sure they are the ones behind it all. who plotted it. that is how evil sick they were. I hate all my relatives. I can't stand the thought of them. I just don't want to know them and nor does my mother and father cuz of how they made fun of them and abused my parents, my parents understand why I never want to see them again. there are some things you can never forgive, and their abuse in the last 10-8 years has been the final blow. you have to make stand and believe in me.

rape and child sexual abuse by adults touching little childrens genitals are never justified. I wis...

sales are all that matters to sally, not people she will make out she cares for a sale and she does do hard sell bullying I seen her bully and seduce people into the lies of the company my therapist said success in it is not possible at all. so why would he say that and say you didn't ask to be bullied and abused by her you wanted to join the company for yourself not to be attacked and abused. so just enjoy the products and stay away from sally and the people at the top are bullying you starters at the bottom cuz they benefit more then you do ! and the golden era of that business is gone he said. and I know chris would say the same. commisson jobs are not worth the train or petrol fare when I felt down about saying no to a part time commission job at night. chris said to me. you have to be realistic and its not worth it. and you would just be bullied.

sales are all that matters to sally, not people she will make out she cares for a sale and she does ...