I love this doctor I seen only a scattering of times and I don't know why I fell in love with him. I have not seen him in a few years and its embarrasing because I am sure he thinks I am ugly. I have crushes on a few men. I like H a lot and also my therapist b and I know I just need a nice man to bring out the best in me. I know I could love a lot of men. I just don't want to see ken again, I think I could love a lot of men out there but him. you shouldn't look back really. I mean the doctor pushed me off so I guess I got the message. I just wish I could find someone who will really love me. and take a chance with me. no one has allowed me to give my best to them yet. they have not seen the best of me come out yet.
I love this doctor I seen only a scattering of times and I don't know why I fell in love with him. I have not seen him in a few years and its embarrasing because I am sure he thinks I am ugly. I have crushes on a few men. I like H a lot and also my therapist b and I know I just need a nice man to bring out the best in me. I know I could love a lot of men. I just don't want to see ken again, I think I could love a lot of men out there but him. you shouldn't look back really. I mean the doctor pushed me off so I guess I got the message. I just wish I could find someone who will really love me. and take a chance with me. no one has allowed me to give my best to them yet. they have not seen the best of me come out yet.