like there is no such thing as "an edge lord" that is bullshit arrogance just like people who start up churches in their name. its all hierarchy ego. and they want to break down the good things in the world meanwhile telling you "praise god, but fuck you!" is the religion of me.

like there is no such thing as "an edge lord" that is bullshit arrogance just like people who start up churches in their name. its all hierarchy ego. and they want to break down the good things in the world meanwhile telling you "praise god, but fuck you!" is the religion of me.
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