its crazy that i can understand the format and cope with certain university subjects more then I can tafe? like I failed adult senior biology 2 times yet passed forensic ethics and genetic engineering ethics but couldn't pass senior biology but how can you if the senior course is only 15 weeks when really its 2 years normally. and i think tpc was better when subjects ran over 2 semesters and also I did paralegal diploma in 9months then they changed the curriculum and wouldn't let me pass the course after doing over 3/4s of it and it cost me over $8,000 (I had to beg borrow and slave for) and years ago tafe used to do associate diplomas over 2 years my dad was doing a business AD and my sister did a computer programming AD and they had it cheap and over 2years and here was me expected to do a full diploma with computer and business and justice of the peace in 9mths. I was hurt and I am still hurt about what they did to me, I dropped out of university a few times, humanities degree and a international business/law degree after being assaulted and getting sick. dropped out of pathology and its like I feel a failure. even though I went back and did sports nutrition and podiatry assisting and computer and pharmacy etc I feel inadequate. nothing I do feels like "that bliss point" I used to have.

its crazy that i can understand the format and cope with certain university subjects more then I can tafe? like I failed adult senior biology 2 times yet passed forensic ethics and genetic engineering ethics but couldn't pass senior biology but how can you if the senior course is only 15 weeks when really its 2 years normally. and i think tpc was better when subjects ran over 2 semesters and also I did paralegal diploma in 9months then they changed the curriculum and wouldn't let me pass the course after doing over 3/4s of it and it cost me over $8,000 (I had to beg borrow and slave for) and years ago tafe used to do associate diplomas over 2 years my dad was doing a business AD and my sister did a computer programming AD and they had it cheap and over 2years and here was me expected to do a full diploma with computer and business and justice of the peace in 9mths. I was hurt and I am still hurt about what they did to me, I dropped out of university a few times, humanities degree and a international business/law degree after being assaulted and getting sick. dropped out of pathology and its like I feel a failure. even though I went back and did sports nutrition and podiatry assisting and computer and pharmacy etc I feel inadequate. nothing I do feels like "that bliss point" I used to have.
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