went out for a walk! I like going out and hate coming home, home is a pig stye, I never wanted this house to end up like this. I never wanted to be living like this. I actually do have some pride about myself and the way I live. I know I need help because everyone has been sick with mental illness or cancer etc and I cant do all the work here. I need someone to help me clean up and fix the house. its crazy I am too afraid to open windows to let in fresh air incase a snake gets in.

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it was a female gp who popped my cherry! i lied to her telling her i was not a virgin and it was a big mistake in 1999 but no one would talk to me or help me.

it was a female gp who popped my cherry! i lied to her telling her i was not a virgin and it was a ...

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i never wanted ken to rape me he was not the right person for me. mum understands, mum went through old old men trying to push in and take over the show and mum understands how I feel about everything.

i never wanted ken to rape me he was not the right person for me. mum understands, mum went through ...

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I got my licence I got my license, even still your too damn far for me to get to. Too far for me to reach. It wouldn't matter if I had a jet, I would never find you. Your dead. There aren't enough words in my damn body to exsplain what my souls going through right now. The numbing pain constantly shooting through my body. No words to descrie this feeling. Not enough tears to flay my skin wide open and prove my wounds. I want to kill myself. Want to drown myself in the ocean. Want to die. I want the waves to carry me to nowhere. Take me into the darkeness of the night sky in all it's glory, the stars taking a piece if my soul, ripping me aprart, scattering me across the whole world. It's all part of a plan. This us all part of a better world that I'm bot apart of. I want this world to cry my tears and scream my pain. I have nothing and every breath brings me to my last, my first. You are nothing without me. Because I am dead. I'm dead. Dead. Where am my going to go when I'm dead. Somebody, god please hear my prayers. Somebody please help me.

I got my licence I got my license, even still your too damn far for me to get to. Too far for me to ...

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it was a female gp who popped my cherry! i lied to her telling her i was not a virgin and it was a big mistake in 1999 but no one would talk to me or help me.

i never wanted ken to rape me he was not the right person for me. mum understands, mum went through old old men trying to push in and take over the show and mum understands how I feel about everything.