I struggle seeing a future for myself. I worry a lot about coping in the future and why I have been rejected so much and this discrimination. it has been painful for decades. I just wish someone would really listen all the therapy I have is so shallow and we really need to be getting down to the serious stuff and me expressing my hurt my anger, my disappointment my fears and pain. its really hard. I don't understand why there is not enough jobs around if people job shared more or why there is not enough men for women? why there is not enough money for clean good hospitals and help, and support, people need a holiday and car now, why there is not enough houses and why deliqient kids are ruining everything for mature responsibile people.