I have given up tafe for the 3rd time, I think of giving up university for the 4th time, and I don't even consider love or babies and marriage anymore. I know its out of my limitations and always was ! I was fooling myself thinking it was something I could have. just like the cruise holiday. it will not happen because nothing good ever happens. we are a family of 4 where nothing good ever happens. there are no friends and there never were any friends in the first place!