I admit I am not good at a lot of things anymore because I don't read the detail in things much anymore. I often tear up letters and don't read them from people. I answer just anything to tests because its all become a huge joke to me now. I look so deliberately helpless and depandant on parents due to sarina russo and joyce poorter abuse. people sticking their buttholes into my personal business in my childhood when their own childhood is dirtier then mine is actually a joke!