i am sick of studying workplace health and safety and teaching without a teacher, so far I have done floristry, art, heaps of therapy diplomas, business and accounting software i fell behind in some things and design and programming and other courses plus a degree I am struggling to find time to do it all. and I can't stand courses that are set out confusing and baffle me. I rarely give myself a day off but have been since I had surgical thing done. and I am sick of studying without a teacher. I am sick of teaching myself everything.

i am sick of studying workplace health and safety and teaching without a teacher, so far I have done floristry, art, heaps of therapy diplomas, business and accounting software i fell behind in some things and design and programming and other courses plus a degree I am struggling to find time to do it all. and I can't stand courses that are set out confusing and baffle me. I rarely give myself a day off but have been since I had surgical thing done. and I am sick of studying without a teacher. I am sick of teaching myself everything.
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