i didn't like the way someone was implying that I was a door mat around macbeth and It felt like a black evil spirit witchcraft. I like other men too but there appears to be some engergy stopping me from seeing the medical people I need to, getting dates, making friends, getting jobs, etc. I am even considering changing pscyhologists again. I feel that its not working out in a good way for some reason it never seems to with them. I don't know why. there is only 1 I really trust. I need to see someone who will let me express my emotions and talk about the serious stuff these ones are not letting do that enough.