like I met that black dude who is a doctor from the bachelor and I was so sick I didn't care. he came to my house as a locum house doctor and I mean I was too sick to care who it was another night they couldn't wake me due to the heavy sedation of medications from the neurological problem with the infection and mum and the dr just decided to let me sleep but he checked my medications and spoke to my mum about my condition and I didn't even know. I just remember crawling around the floor at midnight near choking from the medications and I was thought i was patting the cat and it was a cushion and I know someone must have came in and moved my note book because I kept a log book for all the months i was sick writing all the medications and how I felt and how much fluid I drank etc.

some of these people are chaos magic gamers, the whole aim of putting wrong people into the wrong jobs at sarina russos was the idea of creating confusing, exaperation and exhaustion frustration to fight it at sarina russos job network. chaos magic witches and warlocks have a purpose of creative chaos to make others loose a sense of themselves and its like depersonalization processes and victimology of subjects they can control cuz to fight it is hard, you find them in churches who bully people in high level status in churches and watch their games - I seen it also at a film school where these so called life coaches that run workshops that go from like sunup to sundown this is done to get your mind, so you loose a sense of time outside their games. its the same as in hospitals you lose concept of time there and loss of selfhood over the run of the hospital and just being another patient, or like at the job netowork or welfare dept just another number to them. that gives them time to work on breaking down your personality and feelings and thoughts and values and will chanellege you and they look for deliberate charasmatic chaos personalities do more work on subjects on a weekly or monthly basis in a meeting or whatever to fuck in your head. beware of these porn-again churches and life coaches and film groups and job networks that used to be consultancts. they work on destroying certain people.

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