I have had bird flu, swine flu working at the doctor's surgery and a bat peed on me from work when i was doing research work with a research company so I was told volunteering at the hospital might not be good for me if I have health issues or emotional issues and a nice office job or retail or hospital pharmacy would be better for me or something completely different. I have had a lot of illness these weird viruses making me ill and people doing witchcraft satanic abuse on me. I know some people don't want to believe its true and I can't talk about the mastoid and middle ear and heart issues and thankfully the surgery in the vaginal area was not as bad around the eardrum being cut open and all the blood that fell into the roof of my mouth. I know someone was trying to kill me. I didn't feel a thing from the anastetic til I got home. i never felt the needle in my ear but later that night I was sluring my words and ambulance said it might have been anasethic and but the heart pain was outrageous. I knew my heart was slowing down so many times and it is painful, when my grandfather died I had a lung thing and when i was working at the pharmacy I had to work when really sick and not one asshole has bothered to think of my romantic or sexual or social and financial or health needs.