i need so much help I don't know where to begin ? or who to ask?

I have never been an alcoholic and I told this doctor today who specializes in a therapy I can't talk about but my issues were due to a middle ear infection and I feared the infection spread to my brain after the tentinus injection it got worse. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZxCPIfLUGDs https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D2tqa0Unyeo I was told it was a lack of serotonin and I don't doubt that but I nearly died without ever being a addict of alcohol or drugs of any kind and I don't want to go through it again. this doctor wants to use a venus needle and electrical treatment

I have never been an alcoholic and I told this doctor today who specializes in a therapy I can't ta...

yesterday was full on and I am tired now from being on shop floor all day working but looking forward to some action tonight and tomorrow night. always fun.

yesterday was full on and I am tired now from being on shop floor all day working but looking forwar...

I have been always lonely. I have never had anyone to love me! Almost every night I cry for my loneliness and bad fate. I wish I have not been born. I have lost all my motivation to live the life! I am just wasting every moment of my life because I don't want this creepy life which I am destined to live! I just want it finished! But I am kind of afraid of death! I want something and someone better ! I want to be better.

I have been always lonely. I have never had anyone to love me! Almost every night I cry for my lonel...