I have been trying to eat healty and less, as I have gone off too much pork and last few days I have been making Indian curry salad dishes for lunch but I really like Moroccan dishes as well, I just wish the curry tuna would not come in oil as I don't really like the idea of the oils, but the salads were nice the other one was a curry beans with lettuce and cabbage and cider vinegar and greek yogurt and that was so nice. I love putting a bit of caynne paper on my potatos and sweet potato it goes well, I am just so sick of being fat. I think I over did the water yesterday as I had about 4 or 5 x 750ml and felt so boated this morning. I sometimes mix cider vinegar and lime juice in it or a raspberry ketones which does stop hunger pains. what annoys me is the cost of quality fresh vegetables and fruits now. I just had kale and carrot and onion for dinner and lunch was just a slice of raisin toast and cup of tea. we had to go out and I wanted to put some things on order and I am so excited because I bought some new chocolate and cake trays - one is a cute one for children and the other is almost like round and others are flowers. then I try to think up low-fat alternative cake mixes with other meals then flour. I have strawberry and shoe and fairy , diamonds and panda bear shape chocolate molds I have not even used yet, I wanted to make a salmon dish but then seen all the fat in it and thought maybe just have the salmon without all the hassles and less fat. we got a capcino maker we opened at xmas for everyone to use, and I got out my foot massager on new years and I had that for over 6 months and I have not even used my mix master yet its been in the box for over 14 months. I want to use it but the kitchen is so small. I really want to put in a rustic french country peasant look kitchen with a few contemporary decor and I guess money is just holding me back I wish I had a part time job. I send out resumes and only occasionally hear back which feels painful when I want to work. I want to complete my degree as well. but when we do things - creative or therapy crafts or other things - we allow our sub conscious to go to work and help solve our problems at a different level so I am quietly living in hope the local group and counsel will consider my idea. I did a garden design course and would like to be involved in a project of some kind. I feel good when I get out and do things, keep physically moving. I hate the heat but I figure the sweat lets out toxins but I can't wait for winter.

I have been trying to eat healty and less, as I have gone off too much pork and last few days I have been making Indian curry salad dishes for lunch but I really like Moroccan dishes as well, I just wish the curry tuna would not come in oil as I don't really like the idea of the oils, but the salads were nice the other one was a curry beans with lettuce and cabbage and cider vinegar and greek yogurt and that was so nice. I love putting a bit of caynne paper on my potatos and sweet potato it goes well, I am just so sick of being fat. I think I over did the water yesterday as I had about 4 or 5 x 750ml and felt so boated this morning. I sometimes mix cider vinegar and lime juice in it or a raspberry ketones which does stop hunger pains. what annoys me is the cost of quality fresh vegetables and fruits now. I just had kale and carrot and onion for dinner and lunch was just a slice of raisin toast and cup of tea. we had to go out and I wanted to put some things on order and I am so excited because I bought some new chocolate and cake trays - one is a cute one for children and the other is almost like round and others are flowers. then I try to think up low-fat alternative cake mixes with other meals then flour. I have strawberry and shoe and fairy , diamonds and panda bear shape chocolate molds I have not even used yet, I wanted to make a salmon dish but then seen all the fat in it and thought maybe just have the salmon without all the hassles and less fat. we got a capcino maker we opened at xmas for everyone to use, and I got out my foot massager on new years and I had that for over 6 months and I have not even used my mix master yet its been in the box for over 14 months. I want to use it but the kitchen is so small. I really want to put in a rustic french country peasant look kitchen with a few contemporary decor and I guess money is just holding me back I wish I had a part time job. I send out resumes and only occasionally hear back which feels painful when I want to work. I want to complete my degree as well. but when we do things - creative or therapy crafts or other things - we allow our sub conscious to go to work and help solve our problems at a different level so I am quietly living in hope the local group and counsel will consider my idea. I did a garden design course and would like to be involved in a project of some kind. I feel good when I get out and do things, keep physically moving. I hate the heat but I figure the sweat lets out toxins but I can't wait for winter.
20

Next post in 20s

Will redirect automatically

This confession was shared anonymously on i4giveu.com

More from 'Pride' category

"No Sense" Mail arrives in the morning I'm hoping for good news Another letter from a guy that I don't know Another letter full of no news You don't tell me anything You just go on and on And you don't make no sense You try to tell me that you love me But we ain't never met You try to say you're gonna be my one and only But I wouldn't take no bet You don't tell me anything You just go on and on And you don't make no sense https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bmUkDQPr1JA I have had a few guys email or write to me that just make no sense they act stupid and talk down at me and expect me to chase them, they play mind games of inventing past lovers like me but not. they play on 1 or 2 words I use and over exadurate as if I am some drunken whore or some nazi ass, or some radical when I am just a person. I admit I have done 1 or 2 silly things in my time over a few guys like there were some famous guys I told them I loved them but I didn't know them, I have heard of girls following men around shops or teens turning up on pop stars door steps with no way home. I have written to a few guys mostly talking about just health and what I like about them and their famous stuff but I could never mail heaps of grim reapers or I don't even have the money to photocopy a bucket load of shit to men or anyone. mum said we are all someone's freak or idiot. one day I would like to get it right. "No Sense" Mail arrives in the morning I'm hoping for good news Another letter from a girl that I don't know Another letter full of no news You don't tell me anything You just go on and on And you don't make no sense You try to tell me that you love me But we ain't never met You try to say you're gonna be my one and only But I wouldn't take no bet You don't tell me anything You just go on and on And you don't make no sense

"No Sense" Mail arrives in the morning I'm hoping for good news Another letter from a guy that I don...