I have days where I can't seem to anything really productive, like I make spelling mistakes, I can't keep my mind on tasks, I am forgetful about appointment times, or I waste time and over spend, or I am just so tired and can't consentrate on detail, I need to get positive feedback from someone about my personality or I question why I am never good enough for this or that when I am in my mind? or just as good as others? some days I do not even attempt to do exams or assignments cuz I just know its a down day where my confidence is low and I can't cope well.

I have days where I can't seem to anything really productive, like I make spelling mistakes, I can't keep my mind on tasks, I am forgetful about appointment times, or I waste time and over spend, or I am just so tired and can't consentrate on detail, I need to get positive feedback from someone about my personality or I question why I am never good enough for this or that when I am in my mind? or just as good as others? some days I do not even attempt to do exams or assignments cuz I just know its a down day where my confidence is low and I can't cope well.

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