oh gee O am I depressed or what? I still feel depressed on antidepressants when he is gone.

I have to be tested for all the hepatitis group illnesses and I keep putting off the blood test. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FrJqLB07zC8 so the wedding dress I bought has a look to it that is a cross between a satin collared white shirt long sleeve with a large bow to the side that is rather 1940s looking to me, and I want to place over the skirt a lace creamy ivory shade so its a cross between this video at counter 1.22 and 2.02 and with a long veil and I have a very victorian lace dress that I would definately where some long pale cami dress under it in ivory and it has a floral lace trim long veil both very pretty. I only hope if I can't wear them some one wonderful can make justice of the dresses as they deserve but I still hope that person secretly is me! lol.....i do have some pride even for a well known martyr of enjoyment and love, well I am not really I just have never found any man good enough who will play the part I want him to play. they try to or think they are and they are not, they do stupid yobo things and the opposite of what I am about.

I have to be tested for all the hepatitis group illnesses and I keep putting off the blood test. htt...

she comes in wanting to go buy this or that, and has all these little secrets to herself about what she is doing, and I am expected to fit into her plan without being told? all over a stupid appliances she buys and wastes. if she had so much brains why then does she try to put up stupid arty fixtures in weird places that don't work and expect people to come to the exhibitions when she does not advertise.

she comes in wanting to go buy this or that, and has all these little secrets to herself about what ...

my father will tell you how at home I can let the f's and c's fly like a old trouper when I am grumpy that is true, because I read once that its better to swear and let out your anger then hold it in have cancer later. I have had cancer as well, but I have to say, I don't like swearing I am not a advocate of it, it just slips out when I am really reallly really angry, I try to curb it most times out and in company of others, but sometimes I get so mad I want to scream at everyone and everything and after you have heard this it feels better! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yF-Rl5acQdA we had to do this in drama class.

my father will tell you how at home I can let the f's and c's fly like a old trouper when I am grump...