things I have done alone- i made a list, go to the movies alone, go dancing alone, go out to a night club alone, travel at night alone, catch buses alone to places I have never been and get lost alone- that was a big one- I got lost walking from the train station to a job interview they it sound like "oh you just walk here and turn here and go through a side walk near a park" well I still got lost and rang my mum and still got lost and cried I felt so awful. went to the hospital alone in the middle of the night, got ambulance alone, taxis alone, walked in the dark alone, walked in isolated places alone to get to my friends place, or met friends alone. did exams in strange places alone. I am sick of being the fuck alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!