mum is losing it up stairs. I have noticed it for a while now just like my dad who has a alcohol picked brain - mostly from the anger of his business failing and people never giving him jobs and all the jobs he applied for he has in dozens of folders and no one would give him a job, you can't even see his bedroom floor for his hoarding addiction and he needs to clean the recyclable rubbish bin fanaticly and all the recyclable things like a complete tard! every bit of rubbish is kept under his wing he holds his rubbish like a child with a safety blanket. I am worried my mum is going senile, I know my father is but mum is a useless heap of dung. I have always listened to her but she never listened and acted to help me. all she does is fall asleep selfishly like the world is her oyster with her little family tucked in her bed with her and she doesn't think about my needs as a woman or adult and no one has considered my needs they are so selfish. our neighbors little whore daughters and whore wives have been expecting me to live like a pig masturbating objects and sitting in my own piss on the floor for hours and without a husband or children while they have stolen them just because a selfish old grandfather won a lotto all of less then half a million dad was denied a job, I was denied jobs and husband and a house of my own. I seen all of $2,000 I payed for a retail pharmacy course that was never going to get me a job anyway. as if anything could? as if any man would get off his lazy ass to date me other then a retarted loser like a dishonorable discharged yobo bozo clown like russel who called himself a grunt and everything was "ahhh mate how far did you go from losing it completely today mate with your depression and anxiety and pstd?" 10 years of that was torture you were my depression I never wanted your friendship or to have anything to do with you at all. even david had more class then ken or rusell or rick. I wanted a nice professional office guy. everywhere I went men ignored me and I know its been a satanic occult doing this to me via relatives and churches that sicken me. you have all made me a ill person for years even before the car accident when I was 19. you all worked so hard to ruin my life.
mum is losing it up stairs. I have noticed it for a while now just like my dad who has a alcohol picked brain - mostly from the anger of his business failing and people never giving him jobs and all the jobs he applied for he has in dozens of folders and no one would give him a job, you can't even see his bedroom floor for his hoarding addiction and he needs to clean the recyclable rubbish bin fanaticly and all the recyclable things like a complete tard! every bit of rubbish is kept under his wing he holds his rubbish like a child with a safety blanket. I am worried my mum is going senile, I know my father is but mum is a useless heap of dung. I have always listened to her but she never listened and acted to help me. all she does is fall asleep selfishly like the world is her oyster with her little family tucked in her bed with her and she doesn't think about my needs as a woman or adult and no one has considered my needs they are so selfish. our neighbors little whore daughters and whore wives have been expecting me to live like a pig masturbating objects and sitting in my own piss on the floor for hours and without a husband or children while they have stolen them just because a selfish old grandfather won a lotto all of less then half a million dad was denied a job, I was denied jobs and husband and a house of my own. I seen all of $2,000 I payed for a retail pharmacy course that was never going to get me a job anyway. as if anything could? as if any man would get off his lazy ass to date me other then a retarted loser like a dishonorable discharged yobo bozo clown like russel who called himself a grunt and everything was "ahhh mate how far did you go from losing it completely today mate with your depression and anxiety and pstd?" 10 years of that was torture you were my depression I never wanted your friendship or to have anything to do with you at all. even david had more class then ken or rusell or rick. I wanted a nice professional office guy. everywhere I went men ignored me and I know its been a satanic occult doing this to me via relatives and churches that sicken me. you have all made me a ill person for years even before the car accident when I was 19. you all worked so hard to ruin my life.