we hate this old bombed out dumpster pissshit vomit house we live in. we never liked it. we always felt we deserved better. we never got a choice. it was a thorn in our side from the start. a hovelhole of hell and pain and that is all it can offer anyone who comes here or who buys it. I seriously think its cursed and haunted and that can't be fixed without the structure being demonished and a new house being built on it at the least. we want to move to a better neighborhood that feels alive and friendly how the neighborhood used to feel. now this neighborhood is so scummy, impoverished. everywhere is decay up and down the street and old derelict homes of the poor classes. a shit scum neighborhood and a disgusting house that never gave us one day of joy right from the start to now. which is why I want to find a better place. something more upmarket and swish, that is more me. it wouldn't be so bad if we had not been abused and had things fixed at the right time and I believe we bought a lie of a place. it was only bought for a happiness of 2 sluts and the karma here is going back to the people who sent the bad karma, cuz we came here with a open mind to "make do" but we always wanted and felt we deserved better.