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I didn't take the garbage out

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Its not that i forgot, its not that i have a problem with my back [ok, maybe i have...] but i just hate doing stuff that are normal day to day tasks
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Some people say MONEY IS NOT EVERYTHING, and maybe thatā€™s right, some thing canā€™t be bought by MONEY. But those fucking peoples only can say such BULLSHIT, NONSENSE BECAUSE THEY HAVE MONEY, MORE THAN ENOUGH TO LIVE FOR 7 GENERATIONS. EVERYTHING NEEDS MONEY NOWADAYS. without money, YOU ARE NOTHING, FACE REALITY! I have a very good morals that i think i was born in a wrong generation, i shouldā€™ve born in an older generation. But iā€™m still nothing coz I DONā€™T HAVE MONEY. EVERYTHING IS ABOUT MONEY NOWADAYS. My confidence dropped to lower than zero coz i have no money. So sad that i see a very important people of mine got left by his relatives and friend after heā€™s broke, although heā€™s a good people. Before, when he got money, he too believe, that MONEY IS NOT EVERYTHING, and thatā€™s CLEARLY WRONG. Now after heā€™s broke, he always said this to me, ā€œFIND MORE MONEY MORE AND MORE, THEREā€™S NEVER ENOUGH FOR MONEY, for MONEY IS NOT EVERYTHING BUT EVERYTHING NEEDS MONEYā€. And thatā€™s the TRUTH. And now I SHALL BE NEXT. So fuck everything! I wonā€™t find anything cause i donā€™t have money, money 1st, cause if YOU HAVE MONEY, EVERYTHING WILL COME TO YOU BY ITSELF. Easy Pie. MONEY IS GOD, PERIOD! All those fucking peoples saying MONEY is NOT everything, I CHALLENGE YOU ALL, CAN YOU FUCKING LIVE WITHOUT MONEY? IF YOU CAN, YOU ARE MY GOD, YOU CAN HAVE MY EVERYTHING INCLUDING MY LIFE. FUCK YOU ALL. FUCK YOU MONEY. FUCK YOU GOD. FOR GOD IS MONEY. ALL THE TRUE AND GOOD QUOTES ARE THE NEGATIVES ONES FOR ME. LIKE ā€œDREAM SMALL OR NOT AT ALLā€ THATā€™S WHATā€™S GOOD FOR YOU IF YOU DONā€™T HAVE MONEY AND STILL WANT HAPPINESS. I SHOULDā€™VE JUST DIE ALREADY. I DONā€™T HAVE MONEY, I AM NOTHING, EVEN IF I DIE, NONE WILL MOURN FOR ME, FOR I AM USELESS.

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i don't want to share my things with others really unless i am paid for it and get something valuable back in return. I don't own a house or car and i could do with a house of my own and a career. Its too late for children and I really feel my health is too risky to bare children now. I get regular skin bleeding around the vagina area from the auto-immune disorder that i thought when i was 25 was hiv aids and herpes and syphilis or tb also of the ear and i was running round having blood tests all the time to check. its still a fear in me that ken who raped me gave me hiv aids. I never wanted a loser like him and I don't ever want to see him again and my mother and father have said they would murder him. it would ease my mind to know a lot of people who i hate who attacked me are dead like robodog and rick and ken and so i could just move on to a new life without them as part of it. they were never ment to be in my life book and i want a new chapter that is very choosi about who is welcome in my life and they are not welcome. there is a lot of people not welcome. and looking for honest respectful people they don't have to be rich. I am just sick of being forced to make do and told how to feel and expected to give when i don't want to anymore. i don't want to be nice to many people anymore. i am cynical and sarcastic now. I love being around people who make fun of the rich and uperty and fake asses out there and scammers. I done penance for being abused child now. putting up with brisbane and the people here is penance. i hate them.

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