I have been masturbating so much I have cystitis, and I need to start squirting a lot to try to stop it.

I have been masturbating so much I have cystitis, and I need to start squirting a lot to try to stop it.

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can you understand it better now its in english for your simple dumb minds now?

can you understand it better now its in english for your simple dumb minds now?

I hate this social club I joined last week followed sorry but the thing is outdated. they need to go watch more heavy stuff to have an opinion on femshit. I made cupcakes and sewed years ago. I shared and got no where and still had no friends. I did all my drama performances at drama school and moved on to better things. I don't want to dance with strangers or drunk ass fat women. they are all creepy especially the moon dishwater dumpster gal. they are all so full of self pity and bold ass self confidence and arrogance and self importance. one has no place even being their she is too perfect for the group, she looks like a ballet dancer and tall and just is not right for the fat club. 3 of them are executive working chics and another 2 are teachers and a nurse and a few don't make sense with their accents at all. the facilitators are stupid and the money to fund the program would be better spent on more practical workshops. one has a book club wow, the other olds a craft day as if I even remember how to knit ? and wineo-stupid women "acting out" being teenagerish doesn't impress me that much. I have no ambition to be some whore of the screen or stage stripping and its hard to get to. been there and done that and sick of pretending to be excited and impressed by others or supportive when I just don't give a shit about a room full of prideful selfish root-around women who get heaps of dirty sex and money and still want to cry "poor bugger me" incase I might really be needing real help when help to them is "getting a new wedding dress" or "buying a new ferrari or new lawyer to screw who is secretly their step cousin or some shit and father of their 4 kids of which 2 they never admit to giving birth to or having before they found mr perfect charming prince ass! and yeh I am a critical person and see fault in others. but that is how you become when that is all others have ever done to you. just wait til when I start saying to your face more and just saying exactly how I feel! cuz I am like that. I am a person who needs to see faults in others to feel better about myself and also to keep myself in my own game. because I used to be so asleep to others games and I am not now.

I hate this social club I joined last week followed sorry but the thing is outdated. they need to go...

i am not a warm loving person anymore. I am not even that nice. if only people knew what i was thinking even back years ago. its just that is not socially polite to say it or go up and attack someone so I get my attacks in when I have been wronged. just got into someone who was bugging me a few months back. I am awful like that. I have no ability to fall for charm from men or make friends. I am not likable at all. I always have kept distance with most people deliberately. what you see is just surface cover, its not me inside. I am cold and somewhat mean and like seeing people come down and get hurt and I enjoy seeing people suffer some. I rich and beautiful young things come down. I enjoy seeing bad people caught. I enjoy dobbing all the people I can. especially thugs. I never used to be this way but now its just me. I like being the informant and dobbing everyone I know in and I have. there is not one person that I even love that I have not dobbed in for something they did wrong to me. I didn't want it to be that its just seeing no one helped me and I didn't get anything I wanted I had to of course get some revenge and I do daily now.

i am not a warm loving person anymore. I am not even that nice. if only people knew what i was think...