cuzn and i got caught doin it

. I love how comfortable you are with yourself and all of you friends. I like your friends. I like the way you are with my children. I like your fitness habits. I like your truck, I like that you are a mechanic but getting a tooth pulled caused a startling revelation last week, the dentist wanted to do an implant which he was going to charge right but things got edgy we just did it because it felt good and we were both experimenting our sexuality. I know I am not gay, but because of what I did, it makes me feel like I am. I can't seem to forgive myself and move on, I am stuck in the past, hating what I did and who I am. now I want something new.

. I love how comfortable you are with yourself and all of you friends. I like your friends. I like t...

IT IS WHAT I WANT IT TO BE I quit my job today I had a good job the truth is I wasn't happy I felt like I was over working myself in the hot sun doing too much everyone knows I'm a hard worker and I've proven it but it got to me how they wouldn't raise my rate up or move my position up. I was surrounded by a bunch of hate at work from bad vibes tons of people would try to bring me down out of everyone only 2 decided to help. Me and My gf just got our apartment. I'm going to school for survey engineering then civil engineering on the run. Lately I've felt like my depression and anxiety just grab a hold of me and get the best of me somehow and bring me down little by little I begin to loose myself and the person I am nobody understands that in reality I'm not happy when I could be doing what I love the most I'm an artist and everyone says I have talent I've had dreams where everything comes real back then I was scared to go for my dream now I don't see it a dream I see it a reality and something tells me To go chase it go after it I'm not scared shitless I'm calm as if things were to turn out alright. I wasn't happy at work my anger and frustration would burst there were plenty of times when my family picked up my emotions and all h*** would brake loose numerous number of times where I've been close to putting my hands on my gf all because of my anxiety and narcissistic ways. When people look at me they say they see me happy with my job my life together when in reality some say I need help because I let my anxiety levels eat me 'm sorry I was in love with you, I still love you. I know I cheated on you years ago, I was lik 15 or 16. I'm older now and I know what I did wrong. I grew up. I really am sorry. you stayed with me after that, I don't know why you changed. I'm a good person. And I haven't lied to you since. I was young and stupid, can't you see that? I'm a different and better person now. I still love you, you don't know how much I need you. I don't wanna live without you. don't get me wrong I'm not going to sit around and be lazy when I have bills to pay I'm already on the look out I used to think the world would eat me up alive at night my depression My friend broke up with the father of her child a few months ago but I stayed really good mates with him. I met up with him yesterday and took some photos of the baby around so he could see them. We spend near enough the whole day together and around eleven we were lying on the bed watching TV. I turned around to face him and he kissed me, which let's face it, surprised the f*** out of me. We didn't have s** but we did make out quite a bit and I did j*** him off for a little while. But we agreed it was just something that had happened and if it happened again then so be it. It's not like they're together any more but I still feel sort of guilty about the whole thing. But if we're on our own again it'll most likely happen again and I probably won't stop it next time. would choke me alive. My gf gets startled when I have huge panic attacks these past few weeks I've had them non stop it's difficult when at the end of the day the only Advice you get is the one that you don't want to hear and the only advice you see from yourself is just one that is real and you understand . No matter how many times you explain why your in pain there's not a reason , how Many times every tear fall or what's wrong there's nothing inside its just fear of nothing a fear of feeling fearful inside a fear of failing and a fear of not being ever understood the walls close on me sometimes but now all I have is a pocket and a dream here I come...I love sharing off and Jerking off to my Facebook friends There's nothing I love more than sharing some of my Facebook friends with other guys online and stroking ourselves to them ;)

IT IS WHAT I WANT IT TO BE I quit my job today I had a good job the truth is I wasn't happy I felt l...

Forgive me God I Gave in to Temptation Story. First a little background, I'm 28 and i have known my wife Laura for four years and been married for two. She has one sister Chloe who has just turned 15. They look like twins but there are seven years age difference, where my wife is quite reserved, Chloe is very confident and a bit of a show off, and over the last year even openly flirty. I have always got on well with her and she often stays over at weekends, she gets me to massage her shoulders and back, my wife has even joked she thinks her little sister fancies me, it's all been harmless fun and nothing inappropriate has happened but I have noticed she has become a bit more flirty recently, only a couple of weeks ago my wife was fixing dinner and Chloe came downstairs after taking her shower, she had little pj shorts on that looked about two sizes too small and a short little top that didn't reach her shorts. She sat next to me and then asks if I will scratch her back, I said ok so she then gets up and kneels on the sofa with her arms and head resting on the back of the sofa. This was the time I realised just how gorgeous she was, I admit I was getting hard looking at her ass in those tight shorts. I start to rub her back and realise she isn't wearing a bra she then says to me do the job properly, asking me to put my hands under her top and not on the outside, I go along with it and the smoothness of her skin got me rock hard. This goes on for a few minutes and it's obvious she is enjoying it, I let my hands move across her back to the sides my finger tips just touching the side of her t***, I didn't push to far just in case I'm reading it wrong. Then a reality check as my wife shouts out dinner is ready, then in a split second Chloe pushes back turns and gives me a cheeky smile, her sudden movement gives me a handful of her left t** to which she jokingly says naughty boy. Fast forward to last week and I have taken a week of work to fit a new kitchen, midweek Chloe turns up with a friend from school, wearing skirts that are way to short for school, they could see me starring which is met with some flirty smiles I tease them a bit then they tell me how it's common thing in school for the girls to roll their skirts up to make them extra short, they give me a demo and an accidental flash I'm sure they noticed how hard I got as their eyes kept dropping to my bulge. All that afternoon I couldn't stop thinking about her, knowing I really should put a stop to this before anything goes any further. So Friday lunch time arrives and there is a knock on the door and in marches Chloe, skirt rolled up, tie pulled down and a couple of buttons undone on her blouse. I fix her a drink and sit down I couldn't stand the tension as she walks up and down the room my eyes burning into her t*** and ass, then she just says my drink is awful and I'm going to get you. With that she just jumped on me straddled across me sitting right on my now very hard c***, the sight of her skirt pulled right up showing off her little peach coloured thong and her lovely t*** just inches from my face was just too much. That's the moment I know now could be a big mistake. I reached up and squeezed her t***, slowly undoing her blouse to reveal a White Lacey bra, this was unclipped and her firm t*** were all mine, her nipples were soon hard as I licked and squeezed them, I then slid my hands under her skirt and gave her ass a gentle stroke, Chloe reached down and pulled out my c*** taking great delight in rubbing a very wet head while I slid a couple of fingers in her now wet p****. We both knew she couldn,t be late back for school so I started to rub my c*** against the front of her thong pushing a little harder with every stroke, slowly I push her thong to one side and slide right in, we both moan as she rides up and down slowly at first then working harder and faster, it wasn't long before I couldn't hang on any longer and c** burried inside her, I knew she was on the pill as she does have a boyfriend her own age. We quickly clean up and she hurries back to school. Where this will end up I really don't know, maybe it's just a one off wanting to gave something her sister has got, I really don't know, I never thought I would get into a situation like this, I do know she is due to stay next weekend so any sensible comments will be welcome. I can't get out of my head at the moment and part of me will be gutted if she has used me. Don't know if I can stop this if she wants more.

Forgive me God I Gave in to Temptation Story. First a little background, I'm 28 and i have known my ...