i raped my elder sister who is mentally weak, i was a kid then and didnt knew what i was doing. i had heard about sex and i was curious to know what it is. i never had sex, just rubbing my dick on her. i kept doing that to her for many months. i love my sister and i am gulity for what i have done. i regret about it everyday. i dont know if i would ever be able to forgive myself. should i ever be in a relationship with anyone? who would want a rapist partner. i cant confess about this to anyone. god please forgive me!