can't stop letting everything I do be interrupted And I can last LOL@ last more then any man. My wife is working through a lot of old, major, destructive issues in her life, but as she does more and more of my time is sucked into passively supporting her. Years ago I tried chopping things out of my schedule to make time for us to do things together.Not anyone in particular, just someone. I told her it sounded fun to me. She told me she would talk to my mom but I told her no and started to get mad and I walked out. I came back a few minutes but It didn't work. Instead I spend more and more time doing things I don't care about, just so I don't have to drop anything important when she needs emotional support. old lady never told my mom about what I said but I still have the feelings about doing it. I really do need help but I'm so scared to ask for it. On top of that, in the past couple years people have dropped several major crises in her lap and she's had health problems that suck up any energy either of us has left. I'm a pervert. I need to figure out how to start insisting that I need time for myself, and we need to plan time to do things together, 2007 (after a really bad rejection) instead of just constantly being on call for emotional backup.I feel like I have no libido anymore without porn. how can I tell her.

Guy at Gym at my university dorm while married. I cheated on my husband our senior year of college when we were dating. It was a one time deal with a stranger who I have never seen again. I do not know what came over me that day but I must confess to get it off my chest. It was a Saturday in the spring and my husband was visiting his parents. I was at the dorms for the weekend to study for finals. I decided to take a break and head down to the gym for a run. I was wearing a sports bra and tiny red shorts that showed off my ass nicely. My husband always liked when I wore them and I always caught other guys staring at me too. I went to a small college that usually emptied out on the weekend so I was surprised when I went to the gym to see a guy in there lifting weights. I had never seen him before but he was really buff and cute. I got on the treadmill to run my 3 miles and every now and then I would look up in the mirror and catch the guy checking my ass out. Nothing unusual because most guys did. The workout was uneventful but when I got off the treadmill to leave the guy came up to me and very boldly stated that he wanted to f* me. He did not say hi or introduce himself, just that he wanted to f* me. I was really surprised but also really turned on that someone would be so brazen and want me so bad to say this. Soooo... I gave him my dorm building and room number and told him to be there in 30 minutes and to walk in as the door would be unlocked. I was so h** and was not thinking straight, but I knew that I wanted this guy to f* me. He seemed like the type who would give it to me good. I went back and took a shower and then waited for him butt naked on my bed. When he came in I got on my hands and knees and stuck my ass up in the air and told him to take my p**. I did not want any foreplay, I just needed to be f. He obliged my request and pulled down his shorts. I then felt his ample c penetrate my p** and screamed out in relief to have his d* in me. All I can say is he f*** me like a stallion. He was very aggressive (pulling my hair, slapping my ass, and fish hooking me). I loved it and orgasmed 5 or 6 times for the hour he was there. We f* doggystyle first and then he picked me up by my ass and f* me against the bedroom door which I thought was going to break. Then we finished with him f me missionary and when he was ready to c I let him c in my mouth which I have never done for my husband. I am sure the entire campus heard us f or shall I say heard me moaning and screaming and c** like a w, but I did not care. It was such a hot, random, out of body experience that I almost think I dreamt it up. After he came in my mouth, he put on his clothes and left. He never said a word to me and I have not seen him since. It was definitely the best s of my life!!!

Guy at Gym at my university dorm while married. I cheated on my husband our senior year of college ...

I get a rush bumping during sleep - hmm, into or rubbing up against attractive women in crowded area...