i have had many girlfriends

The man who date raped me did much the same thing. I was not attracted to him at all. at a party the boss said "do you think any of the guys here are nice, and she said "oh he is looking at you what do you think of him?" and I said "oh he seems ok, sort of not bad" and smiled and deep down I was too embarrassed to be rude and public protocol in a party you say "oh yeh, he seems ok sort off person not bad looking I guess" but that doesn't mean "I want to go out with him and I want f*** him!" and I was drunk by now and just tried to be polite rather then say "well they are really old and ugly actually" and the fact is there is BIG DIFFERENCE IN COMMUNICATION AND UNDERSTANDING THERE. the next thing i know is he is drinking his fav scotch expensive and looking back he must have thought he was going to score that night like a fool pig in mud, and then the Boss spoke up when I was leaving and he offered to drive me home or some of the sailors, next thing I thought he was going to drive but no he gets his silly mate to drive and him in the backseat and I was drunk so he gets in ready to rape me in the car backseat and he went to far because i didn't want to be kissing him and it felt bad and awful but that happened, but no way would i have got in the car if i had known that was there plan if i had been sober, I wanted to get home safe and not with that s*** going on as i had never done that before. because I didn't want to go out with him or know him and didn't want him f****** me or raping me when he suggested we meet up to walk around the city. then he asks me upstairs to his rooms for a drink and look and I thought he was going to introduce me to some of the single guys on the ship but no! he gives me a heavy drink and went for me like a cheap ali- grater and raped me and that was my first s** experience and i was being told by people this was all normal way of life and i was so ugly i didn't deserve better anyway then parcels in the mail come of dead threats and i wondered if it was from him. we chatted on line and he was like i like you but i am married but i want to get you out of your shell and help you and you need to be having s** more and around guys and i will build up your confidence with s** and do you feel better now? and no I didn't then he wanted me to get on a plan. saying I am helping you get out to see the world and learn independence. so 6 mths later i goes and do what he wants and hated being near him and couldn't wait to get away. and he was first thin say when see me "I want to tie you to the bed and rape you" not a gentlemanly thing to say. but i was so dumb and fooled at the time I thought this was all normal. he said he would never leave his wife and I said well, I don't want you that way anyway and when i seen him last he goes "I will check out a guy you like next time so he is right for you" or some s*** and I am thinking "excuse me but I don't need you to check out any man for me" and I don't like or love you and I am after another guy someone way better who can give me what I really need. not your s***." he has stalked me but I don't love him. I just want him to leave me alone to find some better guy and give me what I really need. It sounds like he was pursuing you and messing with your head. its like a relationship of abuse where the wife goes back and is raped and abused or the girlfriend is not aware of what is happening around her and is lead to believe that any abuse or games in a relationship is ok and it is not. don't feel bad. you did nothing wrong but fall for trusting him again. a man can confuse women like this to stay in an abusive relationship and that its all normal and its not til you get older and get professional advice when you can see that he was abusing you and messing with your state of mind. when you see professionals and see how the world is not like that your eyes wake up that you have been had and used and you deserve better. I know I do deserve better then this bullshit. 2018 the year the scum bag rapist leaves gets out of my life so someone better can come into my life. cuz my parents are never going tolerate this shit ever again and they said they will go the bastard for this. he is not welcome in our lives. some people will try to fool you that shit is ok but it isn't. abuse is abuse. violence is violence.

The man who date raped me did much the same thing. I was not attracted to him at all. at a party the...

I want to fuck her. Her face, her body, her voice...she is perfect!

I want to fuck her. Her face, her body, her voice...she is perfect!

Wife sent me a video I had to take a 4 week business trip overseas and I told my wife I was not sure how I was going to survive without sex for that long. She told me not to worry we could video chat and get each other off. We did it a few times and it was fun but I liked it for the most part because she rarely would masturbate for me and she is so beautiful that I love just watching her body move. We were set up one night after I had been gone over two weeks now and she looked down at the camera and told me she had a fricken great session planned for me. She told me that she was talking to her friend Sara about what we were doing and she asked if she could join in on the fun. Sara is also really beautiful and I thought for sure she was joking around until she moved the camera and showed me Sara sitting on the bed with her. She was still wearing a pair of panties but her breasts were everything I had imagined. I was hard in under ten seconds when my wife leaned over and started licking Sara's nipples. They both took turns holding the cam while licking, touching and playing with toys over the next hour or so. I thought I had fallen asleep and was dreaming, I recorded all of it and played it back numerous times while on the trip to get off. When they were finished up they both looked into the cam and asked me how that was and I told them it was awesome. I was staring at my wife and telling her that I was so surprised that she was willing to do something like this and I was sure that sexually this was the top of my list. She smiled at me and told me that when I get back from my trip she wanted Sara to join both of us for a threesome, she winked at me and told me that she already talked to her about it and she wants to also. I almost had another orgasm just hearing my wife say that to me. Well a few years later and Sara is still living with us, not sure when it is going to end but I am one of the happiest guys on the planet. We had to get a king size bed but all three of us sleep together every night. I have done things sexually that I never thought would ever happen with my wife and Sara. I am pretty sure that this living arrangement is going to continue on for quite some time because we are all so good with it.

Wife sent me a video I had to take a 4 week business trip overseas and I told my wife I was not sur...